Need help to get N

[justanotherone2022]

I'm desperate. I already been scammed once and I really can't afford it twice. I don't want to leave expenses to my family.

I tried to search for it on the dark web but I'm having an hard time figuring how it works.

Can someone help me to get it?

 

[Smart No More]

Don't trust links via pm without verification. Unless you want to be scammed again. D's old addresses don't work.

 

[justanotherone2022]

Don't trust links via pm without verification. Unless you want to be scammed again. D's old addresses don't work.

I will do it. Thanks.

Can some old/trusted user help me?

 

[Smart No More]

I will do it. Thanks.

Can some old/trusted user help me?

The problem is that D just changed email address and only published it in a very recent edition of ppeh named the essentials. Old members aren't likely to have it and if they do it's unlikely they'll come out of the woodworks to share with a brand new member. I guess you could do some reading and interact with the forum for a while in the hooes the new email address will trickle down eventually. It has before.

 

[Somber]

The problem is that D just changed email address and only published it in a very recent edition of ppeh named the essentials. Old members aren't likely to have it and if they do it's unlikely they'll come out of the woodworks to share with a brand new member. I guess you could do some reading and interact with the forum for a while in the hooes the new email address will trickle down eventually. It has before.

Can we get a pirated copy of Essentials linked to on the forums or at least of the page that mentions D's email adress (similarly to how the PPH is linked) so we can avoid scams?

 

[OceanBlue]

I don't recommend D, not enough care in this supplier's actions, hopefully another comes along soon enough.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

I don't recommend D, not enough care in this supplier's actions, hopefully another comes along soon enough.

Id like to see you do a better job.

 

[justanotherone2022]

The problem is that D just changed email address and only published it in a very recent edition of ppeh named the essentials. Old members aren't likely to have it and if they do it's unlikely they'll come out of the woodworks to share with a brand new member. I guess you could do some reading and interact with the forum for a while in the hooes the new email address will trickle down eventually. It has before.

I totally get it.

I'm also waiting and hoping for The Essentials e-mail to be shared.

But about me, what can I say...

I'm suicidal for about 6 years now. People done me wrong over and over. I decided to stop taking my antidepressants because I don't really give a f*** anymore. My goodbye letter is written. All I want is to turn off my auto pilot mode and finally be able to rest in peace.

I don't want to get anyone in trouble.
I just want to die peacefully.

Help.

 

[Dot]

Undrstnd despratn bt D = only recognsd spplier & ppl hve usd th/ crrent stuatn 2 scam ppl

Untl a cpy of essntls cn b obtaind th/ only optns r 2 eithr w8 or pck a dffrnt methd

 

[justanotherone2022]

Undrstnd despratn bt D = only recognsd spplier & ppl hve usd th/ crrent stuatn 2 scam ppl

Untl a cpy of essntls cn b obtaind th/ only optns r 2 eithr w8 or pck a dffrnt methd

I hope someone gets a copy soon.

SN scares me and I don't want to blow my head off.

I wish to go peacefully.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

Id like to see you do a better job.

Don't white knight D. I get D has helped a lot of people out and he puts himself on the line. But
based on what I've read lately OP speaking facts. D ghosts people, D's stealth is sloppy, D has possibly not shipped promised good and apparently has an unwillingness to make things right.

 

[wljourney]

I hope you are aware of the latest scammers. They were active on here and shared fake emails claiming it would be D's new email.
Please read:

Thread 'FRAUD ALERT - N from D fake emails'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/

 

[shattered dreams]

I hope someone gets a copy soon.

SN scares me and I don't want to blow my head off.

I wish to go peacefully.

Nitrogen is just as peaceful as N and is readily available.

 

[justanotherone2022]

I hope you are aware of the latest scammers. They were active on here and shared fake emails claiming it would be D's new email.
Please read:

Thread 'FRAUD ALERT - N from D fake emails'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/

I've seen it. Thank you.

I feel lost. And I fear that if The Essentials has a new e-mail/source, it will be unavailable soon.

Nitrogen is just as peaceful as N and is readily available.

I thought about it. The procedure and mistakes scares me.

With N I drink it (or mix it with 2 glasses of water) and I'm done.

 

[yıη]

I hope that we find a new way of accessing N soon...

I hope someone gets a copy soon.

SN scares me and I don't want to blow my head off.

I wish to go peacefully.

Would you care to elaborate on why SN scares you?

 

[Throwawaysoul]

I hope that we find a new way of accessing N soon...

Would you care to elaborate on why SN scares you?

I'm not OP but I'll care to elaborate, for me it was the witnesses account that was posted awhile back. The puking, groaning, weird breathing. If I read something like that about N, I'd probably feel the same way about N.

 

[justanotherone2022]

I hope that we find a new way of accessing N soon...

Would you care to elaborate on why SN scares you?

I find it complex. It also takes time. As @Throwawaysoul wrote, you should experience distressfull symptoms along the process.

Please, if someone knows how to get N, please PM me.

 

[yıη]

I'm not OP but I'll care to elaborate, for me it was the witnesses account that was posted awhile back. The puking, groaning, weird breathing. If I read something like that about N, I'd probably feel the same way about N.

I find it complex. It also takes time. As @Throwawaysoul wrote, you should experience distressfull symptoms along the process.

Please, if someone knows how to get it, please PM me.

Puk'ing' as in perpetually? I will search for this thread, but if you have it bookmarked or remember the name, can you reply with the embed? I was aware of the less than peaceful symptoms, but I had not acknowledged it as something outside my options.

It would be beneficial to find these 'witness accounts.' I read a few of the 'failures' in the pinned posts, but nothing else.