Help need help planning ctb

[disgustingtrash]

I've had some stupid failed attempts where I've been caught by my parents. the problem was that I didn't plan anything out, I've never planned a ctb and I don't know where to find tips about planning out how to ctb.

I think I've come to terms that this is the only way out, ctb is my future . I am scared and I'm worried for my family, but I can't keep living like this.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's a suicide resource compilation on here where there's information about methods but sadly there's no straightforward way to leave, at least for me, suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this world. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.