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littlemisspumpkin9

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Apr 7, 2023
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I've been thinking about this for a while and i think it's finally my time to go. The thing is, i have no set plan in mind. Originally before I even came onto site i was planing to OD on various pills in my house. But after doing some research i now realize that this is not a very reliable method at all. I've tried to read the many forums on here but i really think i need personal help. I've been reading about the ways that i could ctb and a lot of them seem very time consuming. I've read a bit about "SN" but i'm not sure if i would be able to obtain it or not. Could anyone help me with figuring out a ctb method? I have some ideas in mind already, but I'm not very sure how the censors work on here or if i have limited speech. I'm open to various things as i want to ctb as soon as possible and i can share more about my situation if needed.
 
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Gabriel Kostyukov

Gabriel Kostyukov

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My situation was much like yours. You should take a look at the sticky threads on the suicide discussion board, there's one specifically about resources.
 
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longlifetolive

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Mar 6, 2025
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Hanging is a really decent method, although it is slightly time consuming (getting good rope, finding anchor, testing, etc) it is very lethal is you do it the right way you will 100% ctb, and it can be painless depending on how you decide to do it. It depends if you have a strong anchor and access to an at least 9mm (but 12mm better) rope and you have time to prepare and test everything.
 
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littlemisspumpkin9

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Apr 7, 2023
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My situation was much like yours. You should take a look at the sticky threads on the suicide discussion board, there's one specifically about resources.
thank you, i'll make sure to read more
Hanging is a really decent method, although it is slightly time consuming (getting good rope, finding anchor, testing, etc) it is very lethal is you do it the right way you will 100% ctb, and it can be painless depending on how you decide to do it. It depends if you have a strong anchor and access to an at least 9mm (but 12mm better) rope and you have time to prepare and test everything.
unfortunately i currently dont have access to a long enough rope. thank you for the idea though
 
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deadbidaylight

When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind
Feb 27, 2025
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thank you, i'll make sure to read more

unfortunately i currently dont have access to a long enough rope. thank you for the idea though
You don't need a long rope. I've heard of many people CTB with belts or even scarves on doorknobs or hanging the ligature over the door and then closing the door to secure it.

Notable celebrities that have used this method:

Kate Spade
Anthony Bourdain
Chester Bennington
Chris Cornell
Robin Williams

You can look into any of these deaths and see how they did it. Just FYI 😊
 
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I really understand just wanting to be gone, I also just wish for a way to be free from this existence and never suffer ever again, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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