Help Need help finding poisons

[mothlover402]

I can't by a gun, hanging just sounds horrific to me and I don't have the right equipment. I started to question jumping but there isn't any good places to jump. And I don't think I'm able to drown myself either. So I'm choosing poisoning but what good poisons should I use? I can't by stuff like cyanide, arsenic, mecury or anything since it's technically illegal, I'm 18 and I still live with my parents and if I order SN they'll be wondering why. I attempted using bleach just two years ago although I didn't come close to death. Deadly nightshade would be an interesting but it doesn't live in my state (Minnesota). So I think I'll go with poisoning from wild plants or poisong with otc medications. Do you have any good choices for that?

 

[chaoschuckler]

Hey, any update or urself info u found incase u are still here?

 

[fightclub17]

I can't by a gun, hanging just sounds horrific to me and I don't have the right equipment. I started to question jumping but there isn't any good places to jump. And I don't think I'm able to drown myself either. So I'm choosing poisoning but what good poisons should I use? I can't by stuff like cyanide, arsenic, mecury or anything since it's technically illegal, I'm 18 and I still live with my parents and if I order SN they'll be wondering why. I attempted using bleach just two years ago although I didn't come close to death. Deadly nightshade would be an interesting but it doesn't live in my state (Minnesota). So I think I'll go with poisoning from wild plants or poisong with otc medications. Do you have any good choices for that?

Whatever you do, do NOT jump. You could end up with life altering injuries/disability.