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[Csmith8827]

The voices are tormenting me really bad and I don't know what to do. I went to the emergency room last night because I drank and smoked pot but when I woke up after smoking the pot I just felt off. Like it intensified the voices or something. I've had issues with them in the past and I used to try not to smoke weed back then because I noticed it just intensified them as well...so step 1 is don't smoke weed which I haven't done in other 6months I was just caught off guard by this guy handing me a joint.

Anyway after getting to the ER I could still hear the voices. They just gave me a shot of gerodone? Or geradome? Or something.... anyway I got tired of just sitting in the ER so I left and then went outside to smoke. The voices were really intense and I didn't know how I was going to deal with it.

This is what hit me hardest. The voice tormenting the most is my mom's. Her voice keeps persecuting me. It reminded me of the idea of this "alien abortion" which is a reference to the final boss fight in the game Mother (also known as Earthbound). The creator of the game said the way he looks at the final boss fight against giygas is like it's some sort of alien abortion.

I think my mom is trying to kill me or something. Like she wants me dead and tormenting me is her way of doing it.

This is all supernatural stuff and as I was walking home the sounds from the cars on the highway were kinda comforting because they drove out the sound of the voices for a minute but I was too out of it from the medication to walk all the way back to my mom's house.

I eventually ordered a Lyft and before they got there I contemplated going to the top of building and jumping off. I eventually fell to my knees and asked God to please take the voices away and that I would repent etc...

I eventually got home and told my mom what was going on. I was pretty out of it but layed on the couch with her. She put on a YouTube video of someone reading from Bible Scripture with the verses on the screen. Somehow the voices stopped and I was able to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and they were still quiet.

I went to my room and they were still semi-quiet but eventually I started to hear them again.

I read some Bible Scripture and I'm writing this post now.

I was wondering how long SN takes to get from DMC? This might be my time to go. I don't know. I have more than enough money to have it overnighted. Do they have overnight shipping? Or express shipping? I have the source for SN from SS but I haven't tested it and I don't know how many people have ctb from it. I don't know how long there shipping takes either.

If someone could pm me the source for DMC, a source for meto, and a source for proponolol or however you spell it I'd greatly appreciate it. I am in the United States of that helps.

I just don't know how long I can deal with these voices or how bad there gonna get. They've been tormenting me pretty bad... even when I'm at work so like... yeah it may be my time to CTB.

They weren't this bad at all in the past but ever since I've been saving money to move out/accumulating money they've gotten crazy. Like the past week/ week and a half it's gotten bad. Last night was just unbearable. I'm going to go to church on Sunday and see if maybe that helps.

To me I believe it's a God thing and I'm being tormented by this being. Could someone please let me know about the shipping?

I don't know what to do and CTB might just be the best thing I can do. Thanks for listening. Didn't mean to make such a long post.

 

[asthedayends00]

You can find dmc by following clues in different threads, once ordered it should arrive within 2 weeks

 

[Dot]

The voices are tormenting me really bad and I don't know what to do. I went to the emergency room last night because I drank and smoked pot but when I woke up after smoking the pot I just felt off. Like it intensified the voices or something. I've had issues with them in the past and I used to try not to smoke weed back then because I noticed it just intensified them as well...so step 1 is don't smoke weed which I haven't done in other 6months I was just caught off guard by this guy handing me a joint.

Anyway after getting to the ER I could still hear the voices. They just gave me a shot of gerodone? Or geradome? Or something.... anyway I got tired of just sitting in the ER so I left and then went outside to smoke. The voices were really intense and I didn't know how I was going to deal with it.

This is what hit me hardest. The voice tormenting the most is my mom's. Her voice keeps persecuting me. It reminded me of the idea of this "alien abortion" which is a reference to the final boss fight in the game Mother (also known as Earthbound). The creator of the game said the way he looks at the final boss fight against giygas is like it's some sort of alien abortion.

I think my mom is trying to kill me or something. Like she wants me dead and tormenting me is her way of doing it.

This is all supernatural stuff and as I was walking home the sounds from the cars on the highway were kinda comforting because they drove out the sound of the voices for a minute but I was too out of it from the medication to walk all the way back to my mom's house.

I eventually ordered a Lyft and before they got there I contemplated going to the top of building and jumping off. I eventually fell to my knees and asked God to please take the voices away and that I would repent etc...

I eventually got home and told my mom what was going on. I was pretty out of it but layed on the couch with her. She put on a YouTube video of someone reading from Bible Scripture with the verses on the screen. Somehow the voices stopped and I was able to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and they were still quiet.

I went to my room and they were still semi-quiet but eventually I started to hear them again.

I read some Bible Scripture and I'm writing this post now.

I was wondering how long SN takes to get from DMC? This might be my time to go. I don't know. I have more than enough money to have it overnighted. Do they have overnight shipping? Or express shipping? I have the source for SN from SS but I haven't tested it and I don't know how many people have ctb from it. I don't know how long there shipping takes either.

If someone could pm me the source for DMC, a source for meto, and a source for proponolol or however you spell it I'd greatly appreciate it. I am in the United States of that helps.

I just don't know how long I can deal with these voices or how bad there gonna get. They've been tormenting me pretty bad... even when I'm at work so like... yeah it may be my time to CTB.

They weren't this bad at all in the past but ever since I've been saving money to move out/accumulating money they've gotten crazy. Like the past week/ week and a half it's gotten bad. Last night was just unbearable. I'm going to go to church on Sunday and see if maybe that helps.

To me I believe it's a God thing and I'm being tormented by this being. Could someone please let me know about the shipping?

I don't know what to do and CTB might just be the best thing I can do. Thanks for listening. Didn't mean to make such a long post.

Hve u evr bn givn n.e propr psychiatrc hlp fr voics

= mre lkely tht u r makng lfe changs & a v dp prt of u = frghtend abt th/ chnge s/ perhps u cn b spportd thru thse changs

Am nt thnkng tht Gd wld evr b sayng thse thse thngs bcse thre = nothng in bibl abt wantng tht suffrng fr u

 

[Csmith8827]

Hve u evr bn givn n.e propr psychiatrc hlp fr voics

= mre lkely tht u r makng lfe changs & a v dp prt of u = frghtend abt th/ chnge s/ perhps u cn b spportd thru thse changs

Am nt thnkng tht Gd wld evr b sayng thse thse thngs bcse thre = nothng in bibl abt wantng tht suffrng fr u

In the past I think but it's been a while since I've taken anything. This definitely seems supernatural... like I'm being tormented...it doesn't seem psychiatric at all but the weed I think did make it worse but I was so out of it I don't know...I just know when I woke up that's when all hell broke loose kinda...

 

[Dot]

In the past I think but it's been a while since I've taken anything. This definitely seems supernatural... like I'm being tormented...it doesn't seem psychiatric at all but the weed I think did make it worse but I was so out of it I don't know...I just know when I woke up that's when all hell broke loose kinda...

Slf hd 'voics' cme out of n/whre aftr a confrntatn tht slf cld nt hndle -- & th/ voic ws comng frm smewhre els othr thn slf own conscsnss s/ = flt lke a devl talkng - bt ws comng frm a ds-connctd prt of slf psyche

Ctb wll alwys b thre bt wondr whthr talkng 2 a psychrst 1st wld b an optn - lke procss of eliminatn b4 tellng urslf fr certn tht = suprnaturl & doin smethng tht u cnnt tke bck

 

[Leiot]

I wonder what it was about Bible verses that silenced the voices.

 

[Csmith8827]

I wonder what it was about Bible verses that silenced the voices.

I think whatever God Is in control...my Mother or whomever It is, buys into that and respects it. Like this being/entity acknowledges the Bible and is all-seeing and all-knowing... when I got my job I was heavy into the Bible. Like reading an hour daily and going to church on Sundays...as well as doing morning devotionals and praying. (Remaining sober etc...) I smoked tobacco...alot actually but that was all. I didn't drink...