Need a friend

[cooki3]

I really badly want a friend. I do not have any. It makes me frustrated when I say that and people agree but what they really mean is they have 4-5 friends but not ones they can confide in. I have ZERO. My best friend in the world doesn't even text me anymore. I reached out and told her I wasn't doing well since she never texts me so I had to reach out myself and I asked if she'd call me and she said yes but then gave every excuse in the book to push it off and eventually never happening. My husband is divorcing me and I found out was having an emotional affair so is already talking with her and "in love" and we still live together so I have to see this all day long. It's only been a few fucking days man. And I don't have any relationship with my family. Not nuclear nor extended. I want a friend so bad but I don't work and I don't have any hobbies and I'm socially awkward. I want a pet at least but can't afford it.

 

[katara]

No really it's so true when most people online say they don't have friends they ALWAYS do and it triggers me
Sorry to hear about the divorce, I've never been in a relationship but I hope if I do it would be "the one" because being alone is fucking terrible and ppl who say it's fun are lying and they've never actually been alone. I don't have hobbies either but I also don't have any money and that's part of it. If I had money I'd probably have moved to a different country by now. I don't really have any other aspirations.