Has anyone here had a near death experience with an attempt?
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Kayla
One day you'll never see me again
- Dec 23, 2024
- 382
Yep, I had a cardiac arrest for 25 minutes after taking SN. Barely survived.
Kayla
One day you'll never see me again
- Dec 23, 2024
- 382
Well, I did die. I had this full body peace. No pain. Nothing but peace.
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Kayla
One day you'll never see me again
- Dec 23, 2024
- 382
No, just the full body peace
Aflame5926
le tired
- Apr 3, 2026
- 477
Kayla
One day you'll never see me again
- Dec 23, 2024
- 382
NotSoEnchanted
⚡️
- Dec 26, 2025
- 189
Yes. I overdosed on an insane amount of prescription medications and died twice during the whole ordeal. When I was found I believe I was dead or on the brink of it. I had an out of body experience in which I was able to exist outside of myself and watch part of what happened unfold. I saw the cops approach then reach my body, I heard them comment about how I was blue, cold, and had pissed myself. I watched as a cop quickly ran to his cruiser, grabbed his heavy black coat, and wrapped me in it, before I was carried and placed in the back of a police car, accompanied by another cop who was taking life saving measures. During all of this I had no emotions, I wasn't scared, nor confused. I simply was an observer outside of myself. The experience ended when we got to the ambulance, and since then my perspective on death has shifted. I don't know what happens when we die, where we go and how it's possible for myself and others to have experiences like this, but I do believe death isn't as clear cut as immediately ceasing to exist.
Bikishii
yeah yeah whatever
- Mar 12, 2026
- 76
Wasn't intending on CTB that night in particular but was generally at least passively suicidal. Accidentally took too much Vicodin that night (opioids weren't my drug of choice but were around) and didn't get to full on fatal overdose levels (obv) but it took active intention and consciousness to keep me alive. there was some being standing behind the mirror in me with its hand on my shoulder "holding" me in a way. I guess technically it was "humanoid", but I don't think of it that way. It had a torso, arms, and legs, but it still didn't feel anthropomorphic in anyn way. But it felt real. It's a different kind of feeling than I'd had on any psychedelic deliriant, whatever it was it was there with me. I don't know if it was some "angel of death" or some other crap, I'm neither for or against that stuff (I think that we as humans can't know these things) but I've certainly had some unexplainable moments when trying to CTB. I'm not some hardcore jerk off ultra "uhhhmmm everything needs to be proven by the scientific method!" persons, but there are just somethings I and others have experienced that exist outside the realm of modern science logic.
I dunno. I hope this makes sense. I can't sleep and I'm really hoping the mix of alcohol and benzos will get me to sleep soon enough, but it's already the early early morning where I am, so who knows! Anyhow, toodle-oo!Similar threads
