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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
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So I got two bottles of N and am wanting to drink them both straight. I read that taking an antiemetic 40 minutes before is fine to do to decrease vomit chances but I'm wondering if I'll be able to drink both bottles quickly and straight? What are your thoughts on this? Any suggestions would be wonderful. I got two bottles because I feel both of them being injested entirely should be enough to kill me. I do hope it's as peaceful as many claim
 
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madebrief

madebrief

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Jul 4, 2022
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Thread 'The N Files 2.0'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-n-files-2-0.82469/

This will help.
N is the most peaceful method. Consider yourself lucky! Drinking two bottles will guarantee your CTB. Drink something nice and small afterwards (very little). Antim 40mins before is sound and similar timeline for SN.

Bottoms up on the N. All the best.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
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Thread 'The N Files 2.0'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-n-files-2-0.82469/

This will help.
N is the most peaceful method. Consider yourself lucky! Drinking two bottles will guarantee your CTB. Drink something nice and small afterwards (very little). Antim 40mins before is sound and similar timeline for SN.

Bottoms up on the N. All the best.
Thank you for the help
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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yeah, good advice from madbrief there. Also, look into extra strength orajel (N is bitter). If you rub it on your tongue and gums it will numb those regions. Just a thought.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
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yeah, good advice from madbrief there. Also, look into extra strength orajel (N is bitter). If you rub it on your tongue and gums it will numb those regions. Just a thought.
Thank you
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,207
Thank you
your welcome. Best wishes on your journey (if that's what you choose to do). Btw, N has the highest peaceful rating on the PPH. It is the gold standard for a reason.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
432
your welcome. Best wishes on your journey (if that's what you choose to do). Btw, N has the highest peaceful rating on the PPH. It is the gold standard for a reason.
Yes I worked hard to save up for it so hoping it is well worth it. You've been really helpful! I'm just deciding on when to officially go and I appreciate your help :)
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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Hey mblum - just a little tip I saw on a PPeH video: pour the bottles in a glass and drink it from the glass. You'll be able to swallow larger gulps, so it won't take too long. Don't rush it, but also don't take too much time. Some people pass out within a few minutes and you don't want to be just half way into it.

All I can say is: best wishes. Sorry to see you go but I understand your desire to make the cut. Hugs.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
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Hey mblum - just a little tip I saw on a PPeH video: pour the bottles in a glass and drink it from the glass. You'll be able to swallow larger gulps, so it won't take too long. Don't rush it, but also don't take too much time. Some people pass out within a few minutes and you don't want to be just half way into it.

All I can say is: best wishes. Sorry to see you go but I understand your desire to make the cut. Hugs.

Thank you so much for your advice! I am going to pick a date soon and I'll try to update you guys as things go along. I have to postpone my date though because my little brother needs help and I have to help him first :) I appreciate your guidance!
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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What happens if you drink both bottles all at once, and vomit immediately after, before enough gets absorbed into your system? Is that a possibility?
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
What happens if you drink both bottles all at once, and vomit immediately after, before enough gets absorbed into your system? Is that a possibility?
It's a possibility. Advice in PPeH is to then intentionally throw up as much as possible of the remaining N in your stomach to abort the attempt, since you can't know how much remained in your system and a peaceful, successful exit may not be possible.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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It's a possibility. Advice in PPeH is to then intentionally throw up as much as possible of the remaining N in your stomach to abort the attempt, since you can't know how much remained in your system and a peaceful, successful exit may not be possible.
Now that you mention that, I do remember reading that on how to abort. Might be a good idea for those using N to get a bottle of Ipecac and keep it around just in case. Thanks.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
432
Now that you mention that, I do remember reading that on how to abort. Might be a good idea for those using N to get a bottle of Ipecac and keep it around just in case. Thanks.
What is ipecac?
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Must be glad to have N in hands. If you don't have comorbidities then I'm sure N is the way to go1; the thing that can make you more confident is to order test kit and anti emetic. I don't think the taste is big deal as answered by others, technically a shot of bailey's cream will do the job.
Btw I'm sending you pm, I hope you don't mind. Wish you the best.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Must be glad to have N in hands. If you don't have comorbidities then I'm sure N is the way to go1; the thing that can make you more confident is to order test kit and anti emetic. I don't think the taste is big deal as answered by others, technically a shot of bailey's cream will do the job.
Btw I'm sending you pm, I hope you don't mind. Wish you the best.
Yes, an antiemetic is essential with N---I think you take it about 30 min prior to N ingestion
 

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