Help N, phenobarbital, benzodiazepines, and ketamine

[uiop]

I understand this is overkill; I'm just preparing for the worse case scenario in which I would be unable to finish all my N, and end up with permanent brain damage. The ketamine will numb me and help get in a state of mind to go through with it. The phenobarbital and benzodiazepines are for a guaranteed death.

My plan is to take ~100/100mg of pheno, ~20/1mg of etizolam while snorting K (just the bare minimum so I don't paralyze myself). The pheno and benzos will be in pill form, so it'll take some time to kick in. 15% lidocaine spray, coat my mouth with honey, then (attempt to) drink 200ml of N.

How good of an idea is this? Will the combination of pheno and benzos hasten death if I fail to finish my N? I think it will, but unsure. I do plan on taking a stat dose of Metoclopramide, but am worried that I will vomit everything out nonetheless.

I plan to do this at a hotel first thing at checkin at around 3-4PM. Checkout is at noon. Also thinking of leaving the maid who finds my body 500USD. All of my assets will go to my parents.

EDIT: On second thought I'll just keep it simple. Thanks everyone.

 

[fisil]

You don't need drink all at least 100ml
I don't know much about the other stuff, but i doubt benzo or ketamine kills you and pheno needs pretty long to kill you

 

[uiop]

You don't need drink all at least 100ml
I don't know much about the other stuff, but i doubt benzo or ketamine kills you and pheno needs pretty long to kill you

Yeah, the ketamine won't kill me. I just wanna get high

 

[intheweeds]

I understand this is overkill; I'm just preparing for the worse case scenario in which I would be unable to finish all my N, and end up with permanent brain damage. The ketamine will numb me and help get in a state of mind to go through with it. The phenobarbital and benzodiazepines are for a guaranteed death.

My plan is to take ~100/100mg of pheno, ~20/1mg of etizolam while snorting K (just the bare minimum so I don't paralyze myself). The pheno and benzos will be in pill form, so it'll take some time to kick in. 15% lidocaine spray, coat my mouth with honey, then (attempt to) drink 200ml of N.

How good of an idea is this? Will the combination of pheno and benzos hasten death if I fail to finish my N? I think it will, but unsure. I do plan on taking a stat dose of Metoclopramide, but am worried that I will vomit everything out nonetheless.

I plan to do this at a hotel first thing at checkin at around 3-4PM. Checkout is at noon. Also thinking of leaving the maid who finds my body 500USD. All of my assets will go to my parents.

I'd be more worried about all these drugs increasing the chance of vomiting.

 

[uiop]

I'd be more worried about all these drugs increasing the chance of vomiting.

Would a regimen work better as opposed to a stat dose?

 

[intheweeds]

Would a regimen work better as opposed to a stat dose?

I don't know. I'd stick to only an antiemetic and N as outlined in the PPH. That's the method that's been used and tested for quite some time so I wouldn't alter it.