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Honigwaffel

Student
Apr 9, 2019
154
Hello everyone,

since I did a lot of research regarding the N method, I decided to gather all the information in this thread. Please take these information with a grain of salt and do your own research before considering this method. I'll try to include sources for my findings.

Pentobarbital (Trade name Nembutal) is a short-acting barbiturate. It is used short-term as a sedative to treat insomnia, or to cause you to fall asleep for surgery. Although long-acting barbiturates (Phenobarbital) have caused more fatal poisonings, short-acting ones lead to deeper comas and therefore are preferably used for euthanasia.
Five Last Acts – Page 357
Wikipedia

How does it work?
N effects the action of the brain chemical GABA in that they enhance the effect of GABA and may even act in its place. GABA slows down the signals between neurons. Meaning that you will start to feel more and more relaxed and finally go to sleep. Then your respiration ceases and you die.

Wikibooks
PpeH – Page 254
Dosage
The minimum lethal dosage of N is about 6 gm.
PpeH – Page 255
Guide to Human self chosen death – page 44
Everyone reacts a little different to drugs and there are a few factors to include when calculating a lethal dose (Such as weight above 170 pounds and health condition). To reduce the risk of failing with this method, it is advised to take a larger dose. Dignitas in Switzerland uses 12-15 gm, the dosage for AS in Oregon is 9 gm. In The Netherlands, doctors who offer to help with hastening death, provide a drink with 9 grams of pentobarbital or secobarbital.
Last Five Acts – Page 354
Wikibooks
Different forms and availability
There are three different forms of N. Pills (Known as yellow jackets), Powder and Liquid.
For more information you can check out the PpeH – Chapter "Availability of N"

Liquid

The most common way of obtaining N in this forum is to get it in liquid form from A. There is a megathread already that you should check out for additional information.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

He sells it in 100ml bottles, each containing 6 gm of N. You get a legit sealed product, so you don't have to hassle with testing it.
There are a few other veterinarian Products with higher concentration available on the black market, althought these sources might not be as legit as A.

Powder

You can get N as a powder as well and dissolve it into water when needed (Less volume than the liquid form). The probability of getting scammed is high, because you have to search for it on the black market. Recent vendors from china have stopped selling.
If you get the powder you have to make sure that it is pure enough. You can check either with a test kit from exit or by sending it into a lab.

Pills

These were discontinued in 1999 and I doubt that there are any legit ones left on the market.
Anti-emetics
To reduce the risk of vomiting you have to take anti-emetics.
It is best to use metoclopramide as it reduces the gastric volume and acidity in your stomache (Helps with the absorbtion of the lethal drug) and blocks the signal to your brain (D2 antagonist, dopamine blocker) that introduces vomiting.
It is a presciption-controlled drug, however you can find it on ebay (Primperan, Maxalon, Pramin) or use sites like treated(dot)com.
Some users experience side effects while taking meto, so it is best to do a test run beforehand.

If the side effects are too strong, there are a few alternatives to Meto, such as Domperidone, Ondansetron or Mosapride. For more information please check the PpeH – Page 180.

Stat dose vs. 48 h Regime

The usual regime is to take 30 mg Meto one hour before taking N. This is practiced by AS organizations such as Dignitas. To reduce possible side effects from taking a larger dose, you can do a 48 hour regimen. That means taking 10 mg Meto every 8 hours, starting 48 hours in advance. One benefit of the regimen is, that it functions as a test run. You can abort your attempt early enough if you experience any heavy side effects.
Taste
People report that N tastes chemical-like, foul and very bitter, so it can be hard to drink. You can try to mask the taste by priming your mouth with honey, taking mouthwash or eating chocolate in between sips. Some mix the liquid with apple sauce (Last Five Acts – Page 360), with orange juice, peach or apricot nectar (Guide to Human self chosen death – page 45) or other soft drinks. Make sure that you don't increase the volume you have to drink too much. You can make it better, but cannot eliminate the bitter taste completely.
Alcohol and Drug Interactions
Administration of ethanol, benzodiazepines, opioids, antihistamines, other sedative-hypnotics, and other central nervous system depressants will cause possible additive effects.
It is impossible to list every drug interaction here, so if you are in doubt it's best to do your own research.

Although consuming alcohol before taking N is not recommended (Increases side effects of meto), it can help with the taste and quicker absorption after taking a lethal dose. Spirits or liqueur are good options.
Fasting
It is best to fast 8 hours prior to taking N to reduce the risk of vomiting and increase the speed in which N will be absorbed by your stomach. However it is a good idea to eat something light to further reduce the chance of reflex vomiting. Something like Tea and Toast one hour prior should work pretty well.
PpeH – Page 371
Safe environment
As with every other OD-method a safe environment and not getting found too early is essential. Usually this is best achieved at night. A hotel room could also be a viable option.
How to take N
The easiest way to take N is to drink it. Other methods like IV can be hard to accomplish on your own and without training.
You have to drink N quick enough to make sure you ingest the full lethal amount. There are some reports of people falling asleep before they drank the whole amount. It is best to drink in 2-3 big gulps, preferably without breaks in between. A straw is too slow for example.
Time to death
According to the Guide to Human self chosen death, N works fairly quick. In more than 70% of all cases the patient dies within 30 Minutes, in 88% of all cases within 60 Minutes. A Dutch euthanasia group report that 82% die within 60 minutes. The sleep phase should occur in a few minutes, typically less than 6 minutes.
However there is a small group of <1% who may exhibit a prolonged comatose phase before death (sometimes up to 24 hours).
PpeH – Page 373
 
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Thanks for compiling all of this.
Also, what is the general consensus on consuming alcohol prior to taking N? I'm not an alcoholic but I was planning on just drinking a lot in the last month or so. Is there a risk in increasing my tolerance to N?
 
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Mar 14, 2019
201
honigwaffel, du bist halt der Beste! Organisiert, Gründlich, Strukturiert .... so liebe ich meine Jungs.... Dankeschön....:love:

for our girls.... nembutal is what Norma Jean (aka Marilyn Monroe) died of....in the autopsy there was not one trace of Pento found in her stomach... so there comes the myth she might have been injected with it... as she had late night visitors....( the K brothers ????)
 
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Allpainnogain

Experienced
May 2, 2019
203
Hello everyone,

since I did a lot of research regarding the N method, I decided to gather all the information in this thread. Please take these information with a grain of salt and do your own research before considering this method. I'll try to include sources for my findings.

Pentobarbital (Trade name Nembutal) is a short-acting barbiturate. It is used short-term as a sedative to treat insomnia, or to cause you to fall asleep for surgery. Although long-acting barbiturates (Phenobarbital) have caused more fatal poisonings, short-acting ones lead to deeper comas and therefore are preferably used for euthanasia.
Five Last Acts – Page 357
Wikipedia

How does it work?
N effects the action of the brain chemical GABA in that they enhance the effect of GABA and may even act in its place. GABA slows down the signals between neurons. Meaning that you will start to feel more and more relaxed and finally go to sleep. Then your respiration ceases and you die.

Wikibooks
PpeH – Page 254
Dosage
The minimum lethal dosage of N is about 6 gm.
PpeH – Page 255
Guide to Human self chosen death – page 44
Everyone reacts a little different to drugs and there are a few factors to include when calculating a lethal dose (Such as weight above 170 pounds and health condition). To reduce the risk of failing with this method, it is advised to take a larger dose. Dignitas in Switzerland uses 12-15 gm, the dosage for AS in Oregon is 9 gm. In The Netherlands, doctors who offer to help with hastening death, provide a drink with 9 grams of pentobarbital or secobarbital.
Last Five Acts – Page 354
Wikibooks
Different forms and availability
There are three different forms of N. Pills (Known as yellow jackets), Powder and Liquid.
For more information you can check out the PpeH – Chapter "Availability of N"

Liquid

The most common way of obtaining N in this forum is to get it in liquid form from A. There is a megathread already that you should check out for additional information.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

He sells it in 100ml bottles, each containing 6 gm of N. You get a legit sealed product, so you don't have to hassle with testing it.
There are a few other veterinarian Products with higher concentration available on the black market, althought these sources might not be as legit as A.

Powder

You can get N as a powder as well and dissolve it into water when needed (Less volume than the liquid form). The probability of getting scammed is high, because you have to search for it on the black market. Recent vendors from china have stopped selling.
If you get the powder you have to make sure that it is pure enough. You can check either with a test kit from exit or by sending it into a lab.

Pills

These were discontinued in 1999 and I doubt that there are any legit ones left on the market.
Anti-emetics
To reduce the risk of vomiting you have to take anti-emetics.
It is best to use metoclopramide as it reduces the gastric volume and acidity in your stomache (Helps with the absorbtion of the lethal drug) and blocks the signal to your brain (D2 antagonist, dopamine blocker) that introduces vomiting.
It is a presciption-controlled drug, however you can find it on ebay (Primperan, Maxalon, Pramin) or use sites like treated(dot)com.
Some users experience side effects while taking meto, so it is best to do a test run beforehand.

If the side effects are too strong, there are a few alternatives to Meto, such as Domperidone, Ondansetron or Mosapride. For more information please check the PpeH – Page 180.

Stat dose vs. 48 h Regime

The usual regime is to take 30 mg Meto one hour before taking N. This is practiced by AS organizations such as Dignitas. To reduce possible side effects from taking a larger dose, you can do a 48 hour regimen. That means taking 10 mg Meto every 8 hours, starting 48 hours in advance. One benefit of the regimen is, that it functions as a test run. You can abort your attempt early enough if you experience any heavy side effects.
Taste
People report that N tastes chemical-like, foul and very bitter, so it can be hard to drink. You can try to mask the taste by priming your mouth with honey, taking mouthwash or eating chocolate in between sips. Some mix the liquid with apple sauce (Last Five Acts – Page 360), with orange juice, peach or apricot nectar (Guide to Human self chosen death – page 45) or other soft drinks. Make sure that you don't increase the volume you have to drink too much. You can make it better, but cannot eliminate the bitter taste completely.
Alcohol and Drug Interactions
Administration of ethanol, benzodiazepines, opioids, antihistamines, other sedative-hypnotics, and other central nervous system depressants will cause possible additive effects.
It is impossible to list every drug interaction here, so if you are in doubt it's best to do your own research.

Although consuming alcohol before taking N is not recommended (Increases side effects of meto), it can help with the taste and quicker absorption after taking a lethal dose. Spirits or liqueur are good options.
Fasting
It is best to fast 8 hours prior to taking N to reduce the risk of vomiting and increase the speed in which N will be absorbed by your stomach. However it is a good idea to eat something light to further reduce the chance of reflex vomiting. Something like Tea and Toast one hour prior should work pretty well.
PpeH – Page 371
Safe environment
As with every other OD-method a safe environment and not getting found too early is essential. Usually this is best achieved at night. A hotel room could also be a viable option.
How to take N
The easiest way to take N is to drink it. Other methods like IV can be hard to accomplish on your own and without training.
You have to drink N quick enough to make sure you ingest the full lethal amount. There are some reports of people falling asleep before they drank the whole amount. It is best to drink in 2-3 big gulps, preferably without breaks in between. A straw is too slow for example.
Time to death
According to the Guide to Human self chosen death, N works fairly quick. In more than 70% of all cases the patient dies within 30 Minutes, in 88% of all cases within 60 Minutes. A Dutch euthanasia group report that 82% die within 60 minutes. The sleep phase should occur in a few minutes, typically less than 6 minutes.
However there is a small group of <1% who may exhibit a prolonged comatose phase before death (sometimes up to 24 hours).
PpeH – Page 373
Thank you so much. I'm afraid of being in the 24 hour group due to all the other meds I'm on
 
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secoma

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What does "the minimum lethal dosage" exactly mean? Is it LD50?
 
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intr0naut

Student
May 26, 2018
129
What does "the minimum lethal dosage" exactly mean? Is it LD50?
It's not a scientific term. Probably it means the lowest dose at which most people die. Something like "i've never seen anyone survive 6g of N" (provided no vomiting occurs and no early discovery/medical interventon), a quote from Philip Nitschke.
Best is to go with 10 or more gm.
 
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Tally

Student
Apr 29, 2019
130
Thanks for the infor
Hello everyone,

since I did a lot of research regarding the N method, I decided to gather all the information in this thread. Please take these information with a grain of salt and do your own research before considering this method. I'll try to include sources for my findings.

Pentobarbital (Trade name Nembutal) is a short-acting barbiturate. It is used short-term as a sedative to treat insomnia, or to cause you to fall asleep for surgery. Although long-acting barbiturates (Phenobarbital) have caused more fatal poisonings, short-acting ones lead to deeper comas and therefore are preferably used for euthanasia.
Five Last Acts – Page 357
Wikipedia

How does it work?
N effects the action of the brain chemical GABA in that they enhance the effect of GABA and may even act in its place. GABA slows down the signals between neurons. Meaning that you will start to feel more and more relaxed and finally go to sleep. Then your respiration ceases and you die.

Wikibooks
PpeH – Page 254
Dosage
The minimum lethal dosage of N is about 6 gm.
PpeH – Page 255
Guide to Human self chosen death – page 44
Everyone reacts a little different to drugs and there are a few factors to include when calculating a lethal dose (Such as weight above 170 pounds and health condition). To reduce the risk of failing with this method, it is advised to take a larger dose. Dignitas in Switzerland uses 12-15 gm, the dosage for AS in Oregon is 9 gm. In The Netherlands, doctors who offer to help with hastening death, provide a drink with 9 grams of pentobarbital or secobarbital.
Last Five Acts – Page 354
Wikibooks
Different forms and availability
There are three different forms of N. Pills (Known as yellow jackets), Powder and Liquid.
For more information you can check out the PpeH – Chapter "Availability of N"

Liquid

The most common way of obtaining N in this forum is to get it in liquid form from A. There is a megathread already that you should check out for additional information.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

He sells it in 100ml bottles, each containing 6 gm of N. You get a legit sealed product, so you don't have to hassle with testing it.
There are a few other veterinarian Products with higher concentration available on the black market, althought these sources might not be as legit as A.

Powder

You can get N as a powder as well and dissolve it into water when needed (Less volume than the liquid form). The probability of getting scammed is high, because you have to search for it on the black market. Recent vendors from china have stopped selling.
If you get the powder you have to make sure that it is pure enough. You can check either with a test kit from exit or by sending it into a lab.

Pills

These were discontinued in 1999 and I doubt that there are any legit ones left on the market.
Anti-emetics
To reduce the risk of vomiting you have to take anti-emetics.
It is best to use metoclopramide as it reduces the gastric volume and acidity in your stomache (Helps with the absorbtion of the lethal drug) and blocks the signal to your brain (D2 antagonist, dopamine blocker) that introduces vomiting.
It is a presciption-controlled drug, however you can find it on ebay (Primperan, Maxalon, Pramin) or use sites like treated(dot)com.
Some users experience side effects while taking meto, so it is best to do a test run beforehand.

If the side effects are too strong, there are a few alternatives to Meto, such as Domperidone, Ondansetron or Mosapride. For more information please check the PpeH – Page 180.

Stat dose vs. 48 h Regime

The usual regime is to take 30 mg Meto one hour before taking N. This is practiced by AS organizations such as Dignitas. To reduce possible side effects from taking a larger dose, you can do a 48 hour regimen. That means taking 10 mg Meto every 8 hours, starting 48 hours in advance. One benefit of the regimen is, that it functions as a test run. You can abort your attempt early enough if you experience any heavy side effects.
Taste
People report that N tastes chemical-like, foul and very bitter, so it can be hard to drink. You can try to mask the taste by priming your mouth with honey, taking mouthwash or eating chocolate in between sips. Some mix the liquid with apple sauce (Last Five Acts – Page 360), with orange juice, peach or apricot nectar (Guide to Human self chosen death – page 45) or other soft drinks. Make sure that you don't increase the volume you have to drink too much. You can make it better, but cannot eliminate the bitter taste completely.
Alcohol and Drug Interactions
Administration of ethanol, benzodiazepines, opioids, antihistamines, other sedative-hypnotics, and other central nervous system depressants will cause possible additive effects.
It is impossible to list every drug interaction here, so if you are in doubt it's best to do your own research.

Although consuming alcohol before taking N is not recommended (Increases side effects of meto), it can help with the taste and quicker absorption after taking a lethal dose. Spirits or liqueur are good options.
Fasting
It is best to fast 8 hours prior to taking N to reduce the risk of vomiting and increase the speed in which N will be absorbed by your stomach. However it is a good idea to eat something light to further reduce the chance of reflex vomiting. Something like Tea and Toast one hour prior should work pretty well.
PpeH – Page 371
Safe environment
As with every other OD-method a safe environment and not getting found too early is essential. Usually this is best achieved at night. A hotel room could also be a viable option.
How to take N
The easiest way to take N is to drink it. Other methods like IV can be hard to accomplish on your own and without training.
You have to drink N quick enough to make sure you ingest the full lethal amount. There are some reports of people falling asleep before they drank the whole amount. It is best to drink in 2-3 big gulps, preferably without breaks in between. A straw is too slow for example.
Time to death
According to the Guide to Human self chosen death, N works fairly quick. In more than 70% of all cases the patient dies within 30 Minutes, in 88% of all cases within 60 Minutes. A Dutch euthanasia group report that 82% die within 60 minutes. The sleep phase should occur in a few minutes, typically less than 6 minutes.
However there is a small group of <1% who may exhibit a prolonged comatose phase before death (sometimes up to 24 hours).
PpeH – Page 373

Thanks for this nice little concise section of advice.

I have 3 questions please.

1. Between taking the full dose and becoming unconscious, if one is not sick and has taken the correct anti_emetic regime, are there any negatives one will experience in terms of pain/panic/uncomfortableness.

2. There have obviously been stories of people being awake within comas, and how talking to comatosed patients is good as they may hear it. Do we think this means that if we have along comatose phase, then we may have to experience our surroundings for a while until death - which would not be nice.

3. N causes death by respiratory failure. Is there any evidence (esp. given point 2), that this would be experienced by us and thus incredibly disturbing.
 
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Deadgirl

Game Over
Mar 31, 2019
215
Thanks so much for this information! it answers my questions very well!
 
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Only Me Here

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Apr 29, 2019
263
Thanks for taking the time to compile this and sharing it with us. Will be super helpful for the final day where you just want to read a final summary to make sure everything is done right, rather then going through several posts.
 
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KnightBlade

Waiting for the last tear to fall...
May 23, 2019
126
Than you for sharing this. I was planning on going the SN route, but I am beginning to understand why N is so coveted and why people are willing to pay such a premium for it. I have all the items for SN, but I'm seriously considering making the effort to obtain the N.
 
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Asacschrader33

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May 6, 2019
158
Thanks for the infor


Thanks for this nice little concise section of advice.

I have 3 questions please.

1. Between taking the full dose and becoming unconscious, if one is not sick and has taken the correct anti_emetic regime, are there any negatives one will experience in terms of pain/panic/uncomfortableness.

2. There have obviously been stories of people being awake within comas, and how talking to comatosed patients is good as they may hear it. Do we think this means that if we have along comatose phase, then we may have to experience our surroundings for a while until death - which would not be nice.

3. N causes death by respiratory failure. Is there any evidence (esp. given point 2), that this would be experienced by us and thus incredibly disturbing.
I have all of these questions as well.
 
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Asacschrader33

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May 6, 2019
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How can you avoid the long comatose phase?
And how do you know if you would be apart of that group?
 
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Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
Thanks for compiling all of this.
Also, what is the general consensus on consuming alcohol prior to taking N? I'm not an alcoholic but I was planning on just drinking a lot in the last month or so. Is there a risk in increasing my tolerance to N?
Google cross tolerance for Benzodiazepens, Barbituates, and Alcohol - they are all cross-tolerant, but I don't know what a month of drinking would do if it's not usually habitual for you.
 
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Asacschrader33

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Is two bottles (12.6g) enough for a 219 pound person?
 
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Honigwaffel

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Apr 9, 2019
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I have 3 questions please.

1. Between taking the full dose and becoming unconscious, if one is not sick and has taken the correct anti_emetic regime, are there any negatives one will experience in terms of pain/panic/uncomfortableness.

2. There have obviously been stories of people being awake within comas, and how talking to comatosed patients is good as they may hear it. Do we think this means that if we have along comatose phase, then we may have to experience our surroundings for a while until death - which would not be nice.

3. N causes death by respiratory failure. Is there any evidence (esp. given point 2), that this would be experienced by us and thus incredibly disturbing.
1. From my understanding, no. N has a few common side effects like drowsiness, diizziness, loss of balance or coordination but will not cause any pain. It basically makes you feel more and more relaxed (It is also used to treat seizures) and then puts you in a deep sleep. Since it is very short-acting it is best to take it and then lay down on a bed or chouch to avoid hurting you while falling over.

2. This is theoretically true, it can happen. However it is very very uncommon. I think this is true for <0.1% of all cases.

3. No you will not experience the phase in which your respiration ceases. You will be fully unconscious in a matter of minutes, normally 1-6 minutes. Then your brain activity will slow down over the course of 30-60 minutes and you stop breathing. You will die by a cardiac arrest.
 
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The hardest part on this method is that I have to stop using benzos and z-drugs for a few weeks. It's unbearable to spend the last days without them.
Maybe I shouldn't much care about the cross tolerance?
 
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The hardest part on this method is that I have to stop using benzos and z-drugs for a few weeks. It's unbearable to spend the last days without them.
Maybe I shouldn't much care about the cross tolerance?
Hey Secoma, I posted earlier in response to someone else on this thread. Benzos, alcohol, and barbiturates (which is what N is) are all cross tolerant. So if you're drinking a lot and munching down Xanax, you would need more N. Now I am by no means a medical professional, but I have a lot of rx & recreational experience. You really need to research the cross-tolerance because depending on how long you've been taking benzos, N may not kill you or you would have to take a lot. And depending on how long you've been taking the benzos, It May not be safe to just stop - you would have to taper. Again, I'm not a doctor, but there's doctors who don't even know you can't just stop. Ugh, I'm rambling. If you think this may be an issue for you, PM me & I can link some resources for you,
 
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1. From my understanding, no. N has a few common side effects like drowsiness, diizziness, loss of balance or coordination but will not cause any pain. It basically makes you feel more and more relaxed (It is also used to treat seizures) and then puts you in a deep sleep. Since it is very short-acting it is best to take it and then lay down on a bed or chouch to avoid hurting you while falling over.

2. This is theoretically true, it can happen. However it is very very uncommon. I think this is true for <0.1% of all cases.

3. No you will not experience the phase in which your respiration ceases. You will be fully unconscious in a matter of minutes, normally 1-6 minutes. Then your brain activity will slow down over the course of 30-60 minutes and you stop breathing. You will die by a cardiac arrest.
Thankd very much for the excellent info - just the sort of advice the site is set up to give. Best wishes
 
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anyone know a reliable source of n?
 
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Apr 29, 2019
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Now all we need is a way on how to buy it securely. Thanks for the guide though. Much appreciated.
 
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Maxim

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Hello everyone,

since I did a lot of research regarding the N method, I decided to gather all the information in this thread. Please take these information with a grain of salt and do your own research before considering this method. I'll try to include sources for my findings.

Pentobarbital (Trade name Nembutal) is a short-acting barbiturate. It is used short-term as a sedative to treat insomnia, or to cause you to fall asleep for surgery. Although long-acting barbiturates (Phenobarbital) have caused more fatal poisonings, short-acting ones lead to deeper comas and therefore are preferably used for euthanasia.
Five Last Acts – Page 357
Wikipedia

How does it work?
N effects the action of the brain chemical GABA in that they enhance the effect of GABA and may even act in its place. GABA slows down the signals between neurons. Meaning that you will start to feel more and more relaxed and finally go to sleep. Then your respiration ceases and you die.

Wikibooks
PpeH – Page 254
Dosage
The minimum lethal dosage of N is about 6 gm.
PpeH – Page 255
Guide to Human self chosen death – page 44
Everyone reacts a little different to drugs and there are a few factors to include when calculating a lethal dose (Such as weight above 170 pounds and health condition). To reduce the risk of failing with this method, it is advised to take a larger dose. Dignitas in Switzerland uses 12-15 gm, the dosage for AS in Oregon is 9 gm. In The Netherlands, doctors who offer to help with hastening death, provide a drink with 9 grams of pentobarbital or secobarbital.
Last Five Acts – Page 354
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Different forms and availability
There are three different forms of N. Pills (Known as yellow jackets), Powder and Liquid.
For more information you can check out the PpeH – Chapter "Availability of N"

Liquid

The most common way of obtaining N in this forum is to get it in liquid form from A. There is a megathread already that you should check out for additional information.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

He sells it in 100ml bottles, each containing 6 gm of N. You get a legit sealed product, so you don't have to hassle with testing it.
There are a few other veterinarian Products with higher concentration available on the black market, althought these sources might not be as legit as A.

Powder

You can get N as a powder as well and dissolve it into water when needed (Less volume than the liquid form). The probability of getting scammed is high, because you have to search for it on the black market. Recent vendors from china have stopped selling.
If you get the powder you have to make sure that it is pure enough. You can check either with a test kit from exit or by sending it into a lab.

Pills

These were discontinued in 1999 and I doubt that there are any legit ones left on the market.
Anti-emetics
To reduce the risk of vomiting you have to take anti-emetics.
It is best to use metoclopramide as it reduces the gastric volume and acidity in your stomache (Helps with the absorbtion of the lethal drug) and blocks the signal to your brain (D2 antagonist, dopamine blocker) that introduces vomiting.
It is a presciption-controlled drug, however you can find it on ebay (Primperan, Maxalon, Pramin) or use sites like treated(dot)com.
Some users experience side effects while taking meto, so it is best to do a test run beforehand.

If the side effects are too strong, there are a few alternatives to Meto, such as Domperidone, Ondansetron or Mosapride. For more information please check the PpeH – Page 180.

Stat dose vs. 48 h Regime

The usual regime is to take 30 mg Meto one hour before taking N. This is practiced by AS organizations such as Dignitas. To reduce possible side effects from taking a larger dose, you can do a 48 hour regimen. That means taking 10 mg Meto every 8 hours, starting 48 hours in advance. One benefit of the regimen is, that it functions as a test run. You can abort your attempt early enough if you experience any heavy side effects.
Taste
People report that N tastes chemical-like, foul and very bitter, so it can be hard to drink. You can try to mask the taste by priming your mouth with honey, taking mouthwash or eating chocolate in between sips. Some mix the liquid with apple sauce (Last Five Acts – Page 360), with orange juice, peach or apricot nectar (Guide to Human self chosen death – page 45) or other soft drinks. Make sure that you don't increase the volume you have to drink too much. You can make it better, but cannot eliminate the bitter taste completely.
Alcohol and Drug Interactions
Administration of ethanol, benzodiazepines, opioids, antihistamines, other sedative-hypnotics, and other central nervous system depressants will cause possible additive effects.
It is impossible to list every drug interaction here, so if you are in doubt it's best to do your own research.

Although consuming alcohol before taking N is not recommended (Increases side effects of meto), it can help with the taste and quicker absorption after taking a lethal dose. Spirits or liqueur are good options.
Fasting
It is best to fast 8 hours prior to taking N to reduce the risk of vomiting and increase the speed in which N will be absorbed by your stomach. However it is a good idea to eat something light to further reduce the chance of reflex vomiting. Something like Tea and Toast one hour prior should work pretty well.
PpeH – Page 371
Safe environment
As with every other OD-method a safe environment and not getting found too early is essential. Usually this is best achieved at night. A hotel room could also be a viable option.
How to take N
The easiest way to take N is to drink it. Other methods like IV can be hard to accomplish on your own and without training.
You have to drink N quick enough to make sure you ingest the full lethal amount. There are some reports of people falling asleep before they drank the whole amount. It is best to drink in 2-3 big gulps, preferably without breaks in between. A straw is too slow for example.
Time to death
According to the Guide to Human self chosen death, N works fairly quick. In more than 70% of all cases the patient dies within 30 Minutes, in 88% of all cases within 60 Minutes. A Dutch euthanasia group report that 82% die within 60 minutes. The sleep phase should occur in a few minutes, typically less than 6 minutes.
However there is a small group of <1% who may exhibit a prolonged comatose phase before death (sometimes up to 24 hours).
PpeH – Page 373
Thank you for sharing this, @Honigwaffel. I have a question, maybe you know the answer. There is Euthasol in europe , fro animal euthanasia. It is pentobarbital sodium too, but with phenytoin sodium . Is phenytoin sodium make the exit less peaceful ? I am afraid so. This is euthasol : http://www.levetpharma.com/our-regi...r-injection-for-cattle-horse-pig-dog-and-cat/ Thank you !
 
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Thank you for sharing this, @Honigwaffel. I have a question, maybe you know the answer. There is Euthasol in europe , fro animal euthanasia. It is pentobarbital sodium too, but with phenytoin sodium . Is phenytoin sodium make the exit less peaceful ? I am afraid so.
I have never heard of it, thanks for bringing it up! Euthasol should work better than the N you get from a. Phenytoin sodium is used to to prevent and control seizures, which is a good thing and does not make it any less peaceful. The only side effects I could find are headache, nausea and vomiting. Since you take anti emetics against nausea and vomiting in the first place it shouldn't be an issue. Euthasol even has more pentobarbital (400mg/ml) compared to the 63mg/ml of the N from A. So in theory about 25ml of it should be more than enough for a peaceful death.
I hope I read everything correctly. Maybe othe users can check the facts aswell please.
Do you have access to Euthasol or know any suppliers? This might be so much easier for all the european people in here. Exiting news!
 
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I have never heard of it, thanks for bringing it up! Euthasol should work better than the N you get from a. Phenytoin sodium is used to to prevent and control seizures, which is a good thing and does not make it any less peaceful. The only side effects I could find are headache, nausea and vomiting. Since you take anti emetics against nausea and vomiting in the first place it shouldn't be an issue. Euthasol even has more pentobarbital (400mg/ml) compared to the 63mg/ml of the N from A. So in theory about 25ml of it should be more than enough for a peaceful death.
I hope I read everything correctly. Maybe othe users can check the facts aswell please.
Do you have access to Euthasol or know any suppliers? This might be so much easier for all the european people in here. Exiting news!
Unfortunately I have not, but I guess couse Euthasol is used by veterinary in middle and east europe, that one can find a vet to buy it, with some extra money. I am still worried about Phenytoin sodium, and couse this euthasol is for intravein dosage. Can it be drink ? And if it is good, why PPH never mention this ? Can you please check this with a chemist or doctor ? Thank you .
 
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Unfortunately I have not, but I guess couse Euthasol is used by veterinary in middle and east europe, that one can find a vet to buy it, with some extra money. I am still worried about Phenytoin sodium, and couse this euthasol is for intravein dosage. Can it be drink ? And if it is good, why PPH never mention this ? Can you please check this with a chemist or doctor ? Thank you .

"Some drugs enhance the effect of the Nembutal and can even be employed for that specific purpose. An example is the anti-convulsant Dilantin (phenytoin sodium Fig 19.5)." (PPeH, chapter: Administration of Nembutal)
 
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Maxim

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Thank you, but in this article one administreted himself euthasol intra venously. My question is, can one drink it without womitting ?
"Some drugs enhance the effect of the Nembutal and can even be employed for that specific purpose. An example is the anti-convulsant Dilantin (phenytoin sodium Fig 19.5)." (PPeH, chapter: Administration of Nembutal)
Yes, but can one drink it without womitting ? Its taste is maybe worst than N. due to Dilantin.
 
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honigwaffel, du bist halt der Beste! Organisiert, Gründlich, Strukturiert .... so liebe ich meine Jungs.... Dankeschön....:love:

for our girls.... nembutal is what Norma Jean (aka Marilyn Monroe) died of....in the autopsy there was not one trace of Pento found in her stomach... so there comes the myth she might have been injected with it... as she had late night visitors....( the K brothers ????)
I think N pills were available then too so probably N injections were too .She could afford to buy the best i suppose .
 
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Hey there, thanks for posting. I have a couple of questions: I've read there are some bad side effects from taking metoclopramide. What are they exactly and how do you minimize? Are there alternatives to meto? Also I take Seroquel and read it can keep N from acting properly. Would anyone know how much time is needed off it in order to get it out of your system? Thank you.
 
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