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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I wish that my heart would stop so that I could die in my sleep. I wish I had congenital heart disease or heart failure…dying in my sleep would be such a peaceful way to go. I hate that people have to resort to such drastic means to escape this world and existence.

I also wish that I could just dissolve and fade away slowly out of existence. I wish I could dissolve like a solute into a solvent…and never have even existed in the first place
 
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ChronicallyCynical

ChronicallyCynical

Natural pessimist, born quitter.
Sep 9, 2023
114
Dying in my sleep would be the dream -- I think, and hope, anyway. I hope I can go out peacefully, no matter if it's sooner or later.

I hope that you will find peace one way or another.

Honestly, it shouldn't be this much of a struggle to live - not just survive - or to die.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,301
I've personally always wished to not exist, the most ideal situation for me would be for this existence to completely disappear like I never existed at all. I wish for this existence to be erased, it really is so inhumane how we cannot just choose to sleep eternally, I hate how it's so difficult to permanently be at peace.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Dying in my sleep would be the dream -- I think, and hope, anyway. I hope I can go out peacefully, no matter if it's sooner or later.

I hope that you will find peace one way or another.

Honestly, it shouldn't be this much of a struggle to live - not just survive - or to die.
Thank you, I hope you find peace as well. I know right, I hate the fact that life is a struggle. I wish that I could just give up already. I just want to lie down and not fight anymore. If life is a game or a battle, I want to quit and surrender. I want to quit playing this hellish, torturous game of life.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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me to I wish that my heart would stop so that I could die
 
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