My third and final goodbye thread, hopefully.

[StateOfMind]

I'm tired of the mind-games, the gaslighting and all the other bullshit that comes along with the psy-ops / counterintelligence disruption program that ruined my life beyond recognition.

Maybe tonight if the snow has resided enough and I can clearly see the tracks and am in the right state of mind. If not it will only be matter of time before all the circumstances align. So this will be my last goodbye thread. The method will almost certainly work, just a matter of SI.

Thank you for all the support so far, great community!

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm gonna miss ya @StateOfMind
I don't agree with your method but I admire you because you really planned everything in detail. It was kinda a habit to see your photos or watch your videos about trains lol.

I will do the same whenever my time to leave comes.

Anyway, I'm sorry you've made this decision but I really hope you can find peace.

Wish you the best,

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Can you give me a quick rundown of the psy-ops and counterintelligence that you mentioned (I'm new here).

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

I've followed your posts for awhile. I'm gonna miss ya. I hope all works for you and you find the peace you need

 

[StateOfMind]

Can you give me a quick rundown of the psy-ops and counterintelligence that you mentioned (I'm new here).

A quick rundown would be this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzung#Against_individuals

Basically being blacklisted, extra-judicial punishment without seeing courts etc.
Personalized methods of psychological destruction by the police, community, family and "friends".

For a more in-depth analyses see: https://www.reddit.com/r/AmericanStasi/

 

[Symbiote]

Don't want to instill any more SI for you, but if you do back out of your plan, you're always welcome back here with us man. You're kinda like our resident train expert now. I wish you safe travels and may your death be painless and quick.

 

[BandAddict]

I imagine that would take a lot of courage. That, or desperation I guess. Likely both. Either way, I hope it happens quickly and you find peace.

 

[StateOfMind]

Thank you for all the nice wishes and reply's.
Darn snow, can't even see where I'm treading.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Best of luck, comrade. It is sad to see you leaving us.

 

[Abir_london]

Thank you for all the nice wishes and reply's.
Darn snow, can't even see where I'm treading.

Hat do you mean ?

if you are in the UK,have you thought about beachy head ?

 

[megafire]

hey train man, im gonna miss your posts. i hope everything works out the way you want it to. safe travels (pun intended)

 

[StateOfMind]

Hat do you mean ?

if you are in the UK,have you thought about beachy head ?

I can't properly see the tracks because of the snow and I don't feel like snapping my ankle.
I'm not in the UK and jumping of a height wouldn't be for me. For me that's scarier than train.

 

[Abir_london]

I can't properly see the tracks because of the snow and I don't feel like snapping my ankle.
I'm not in the UK and jumping of a height wouldn't be for me. For me that's scarier than train.

Got you

whatever that you feel comfortable with,good luck my friend

 

[FatalSystemError591]

Hope you find peace. Be thinking of you.

 

[Wincombe00]

Best of luck mate, see you on the other side.

 

[Avyn]

Goodbye and good luck, you will be missed

 

[Pen>Sword]

Goodbye, StateofMind. You are one of the most recognizable figures here in SS. You'll be missed. Have a safe trip regarding CTB.

 

[shadowchaser]

I'm so sorry it's come to this for you.

If the time turns out not to be right, or if you have any doubts or hesitations at all, please know that there's no rush or harm in taking some time to think.

Whatever happens, I'm sending hugs and wishing you peace