elzs
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- Oct 25, 2019
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I was thinking about getting enough Lorazepam pills and alcohol to have a non-lethal overdose to become unconscious, in the highest part of a building or sitting at the top of an old tower in my city. So i can fall from it without thinking about my SI or any kind of fear.
I thought about writting some letter to everyone who's (or were) important in my life too. I want to make things clear, just dissapear without blaming anyone. I fucked up everything too many times, don't wanna do it again. I dont want anyone to feel guilty. Anyway, I guess that if i pass away in silence, everyone that'll feel guilty, will do it too if I excuse myself in a suicide note. It won't change anything. But leave without saying anything isn't cool, I suppose
What do you think?
I thought about writting some letter to everyone who's (or were) important in my life too. I want to make things clear, just dissapear without blaming anyone. I fucked up everything too many times, don't wanna do it again. I dont want anyone to feel guilty. Anyway, I guess that if i pass away in silence, everyone that'll feel guilty, will do it too if I excuse myself in a suicide note. It won't change anything. But leave without saying anything isn't cool, I suppose
What do you think?