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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
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I firmly believe suicide isn't selfish, no matter what, but I think mine is. I have a perfectly happy life. No problems. Parents are happily married, I have good friends, etc. But despite all of that, im still an ungrateful piece of shit who wants to die. I have no reason to kill myself. I know my freinds and family care about me but i can't bring myself to let that to not ctb. The only problem i have in life is myself—but even that isn't a good enough reason for me to kill myself. Im so selfish.
 
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Jan 21, 2026
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I don't know you or your situation, but I do know that you didn't have any reason to want to CTB then you wouldn't feel like you had to. Even if it looks like you have a good life in comparison to others doesn't mean that you need to feel good about it. It doesn't make you selfish đź«‚
 
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