Help My soul is dead (Brain).

[Quzevi]

I have been a victim of psychiatry...

My brain has been lobotomized by doctors...

I have no emotions.
No happiness or real feelings (Anhedonia).
My brain will not heal.
I have been stuck in a state of limbo.
My body is keeping me alive...
My body is deteriorating at the same time...

I am in hell.

 

[Hollowman]

Same here. I wish I would've ctb a long time ago.

 

[taker_of_insulin]

How were you lobotomized? What drugs did they give you that fucked you up?

 

[pk@2001]

Same here friend...
Just caught in this Hell's loop where your's body is alive with an empty soul
It becomes more devastating if you're caught with terminal illness..
You just wish to leave this f***ng world with no regrets.

 

[Quzevi]

How were you lobotomized? What drugs did they give you that fucked you up?

1 Year ago I had 3 abilify injections.

Same here. I wish I would've ctb a long time ago.

I am not going to mess this up. I will likely ctb in the next 10 days.

 

[SurrealCereal]

1 Year ago I had 3 abilify injections.

Wait, abilify injections? i am taking those as pills. Why do they give you injections instead?

 

[Catchthebusnow]

I have been a victim of psychiatry...

My brain has been lobotomized by doctors...

I have no emotions.
No happiness or real feelings (Anhedonia).
My brain will not heal.
I have been stuck in a state of limbo.
My body is keeping me alive...
My body is deteriorating at the same time...

I am in hell.

Same

 

[Hollowman]

Wait, abilify injections? i am taking those as pills. Why do they give you injections instead?

They inject people because it's easier for them to try to control people. Psych meds are used for social control.

 

[dannycho]

1 Year ago I had 3 abilify injections.

I am not going to mess this up. I will likely ctb in the next 10 days.

I feel your pain. I had one Uzedy 100mg injection that not only gave me akathisia but permanently fucked up my personality and cognition (especially executive function).