Help My SN Protocol

[Kazu Ha]

I wanted to share my SN protocol with you all and ask what do you think of it. SN Purity: At least 98%.
For the most part, I stick to the well known SN protocol, with minimal differences:

• 8 hours before SN: Fasting
• 2 hours before SN: No more water
• 1 hour before SN: 2x 10mg Diazepam (Benzos) (20mg in total to combat SI)
• 40 minutes before SN: 3x 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)

• Shortly before SN: Using Xylocaine (Lidocaine) 10% spray, to numb my tongue for the SN taste
• SN Time: Drinking 25g of SN in 50ml plain water (maybe with a straw, but I don't think it's necessary because of my Xylocaine)
• After SN: Drinking 10x 10mg crushed Diazepam with water (100mg in total, but I can add more)
• Lay on my bed (on the right side)
• If I vomit: Drinking my second 25g SN cup
• Happy End (?)

What are your thoughts?
A few days ago, I took 2x 10mg of Diazepam as a test to see how I would react. I felt slightly lightheaded, but still had complete control over myself. Therefore, I think that one hour before the SN could be a good time.

Theoretically, I could also take more Diazepam after the tasty SN drink (my current plan would be 10x 10mg). I think that's enough, or should I take more?
In the SN protocol I followed, there was something about "50x 10mg Diazepam", but holy cow, that's a lot.
I can try to get other benzos, such as Oxazepam. But I think Diazepam should do the work. Better than nothing, right?

 

[dalemar]

I will do the same thing, except I will take 1 or 2 pills of propranolol with the meto, but this is not needed, at all.
Sounds like an optimal protocol to me.
Wish you all the best!