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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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Since I will have to wait till march/april to get some N (vet), I might have to ahead with the SN method, since I probably won't be able to wait that long.
So I am sharing my SN protocol.
2 cups of SN 25g sn/50ml water each.
8-12 hour food fasting.
2-3 hour of liquid fasting
1 hour before taking the SN I will take 600mg ibuprofen and 1 tramadol and 1x12mg bromazepam.
2-3 pills of propranolol.
45 minutes before the SN I will take 3x10mg meto.
Numbing spray.
Drink 1 cup of SN.
Drink a mix of 5x10mg diazepam+10x12mg bromazepam+1x4mg tizanidine, all crushed (i am surprised how little powder this has created) with very little water.
Chew a mint gum for like 30 seconds to reduce the salty taste of the sn in the mouth.
Lay back and wait for the best.

One thing that is key to prevent procrastination and panicking (something that i usually see in other's peoples threads), is that I already crushed the benzos, and I already separated the 50/2g of SN in 2 separate containers.
So I just need to execute the plan, not much thinking is needed, just plain execution, follow the steps.
I think it is solid.
I have already tested 1x10mg of meto, I felt a bit restless, but nothing crazy.
I will take 1 propranolol pill today, just to see how my body reacts to it.
I think testing "new" drugs in advance is also important, to prevent unwanted surprises on THE CTB day.
Suggestions are welcome.
PS. Please don't DM asking about the N/SN source.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
389
is this an oral spray to numb your mouth/throat from the harsh SN? if so, which spray is it going to be?
one that is sold locally, it has lidocaine, it is used for throat pain.
 
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raybd

Student
Dec 4, 2019
112
Since I will have to wait till march/april to get some N (vet), I might have to ahead with the SN method, since I probably won't be able to wait that long.
So I am sharing my SN protocol.
2 cups of SN 25g sn/50ml water each.
8-12 hour food fasting.
2-3 hour of liquid fasting
1 hour before taking the SN I will take 600mg ibuprofen and 1 tramadol and 1x12mg bromazepam.
2-3 pills of propranolol.
45 minutes before the SN I will take 3x10mg meto.
Numbing spray.
Drink 1 cup of SN.
Drink a mix of 5x10mg diazepam+10x12mg bromazepam+1x4mg tizanidine, all crushed (i am surprised how little powder this has created) with very little water.
Chew a mint gum for like 30 seconds to reduce the salty taste of the sn in the mouth.
Lay back and wait for the best.

One thing that is key to prevent procrastination and panicking (something that i usually see in other's peoples threads), is that I already crushed the benzos, and I already separated the 50/2g of SN in 2 separate containers.
So I just need to execute the plan, not much thinking is needed, just plain execution, follow the steps.
I think it is solid.
I have already tested 1x10mg of meto, I felt a bit restless, but nothing crazy.
I will take 1 propranolol pill today, just to see how my body reacts to it.
I think testing "new" drugs in advance is also important, to prevent unwanted surprises on THE CTB day.
Suggestions are welcome.
PS. Please don't DM asking about the N/SN source.
Quite insightful. IMHO think a bit much on the pain and muscle pills - unless you know you need them due to specific health conditions. Gum or Ricola type lozenges are essential. People seem to miss that. Wholly agree with testing everything and laying everything out earlier. Most of the SN failures are due to not fasting or getting the protocol wrong due to panic on the day or not being precise enough. I am going barebones. The fasting, anti-emetic, Ibuprofen, SN, expired valium (couldn't help it), lozenges. Not easy assembling more for the kit given my rural "eco-retreat" type of location. One thing I have going is I don't gag or retch easily.
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
Quite insightful. IMHO think a bit much on the pain and muscle pills - unless you know you need them due to specific health conditions. Gum or Ricola type lozenges are essential. People seem to miss that. Wholly agree with testing everything and laying everything out earlier. Most of the SN failures are due to not fasting or getting the protocol wrong due to panic on the day or not being precise enough. I am going barebones. The fasting, anti-emetic, Ibuprofen, SN, expired valium (couldn't help it), lozenges. Not easy assembling more for the kit given my rural "eco-retreat" type of location. One thing I have going is I don't gag or retch easily.
Expired valium works great, don't worry.
Regarding the high number of pain and muscle pills... well... I want to reduce pain and involuntary movements as much as possible, and I want to pass out quickly.
I wish you all the best!
 
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raybd

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Dec 4, 2019
112
Expired valium works great, don't worry.
Regarding the high number of pain and muscle pills... well... I want to reduce pain and involuntary movements as much as possible, and I want to pass out quickly.
I wish you all the best!
That's a funny thing you know. People usually think "Date of expiry" means something like a person expiring, alive one day, dead the next. For food and medicines, it is very subjective, based on the particular product, how it was made and how it was preserved. Like milk is no good past the date, but medicines... most of them have some power left for a long time. The valium I have is about 1 year past. But should be good for SN. Didn't bother to replace it.
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
That's a funny thing you know. People usually think "Date of expiry" means something like a person expiring, alive one day, dead the next. For food and medicines, it is very subjective, based on the particular product, how it was made and how it was preserved. Like milk is no good past the date, but medicines... most of them have some power left for a long time. The valium I have is about 1 year past. But should be good for SN. Didn't bother to replace it.
1 year is nothing.
There was a research in which they tested 9 or 10 year expired ibuprofen, and it had like 90% of the original potency.
 
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Captive_Mind515

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Jul 18, 2023
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Wouldn't anything you take after ingestion of the sn just come back up? (I'm assuming almost everyone pukes at least a bit)
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
Wouldn't anything you take after ingestion of the sn just come back up? (I'm assuming almost everyone pukes at least a bit)
That's how the PPH explains the procedure.
The problem is that if you take crushed benzos before the SN, you might pass out without taking the SN, and increasing the chances of vomiting the SN, or reducing the absoption of the SN.
Being the SN the most improtant element, you gotta take it first I guess.
 
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I guess it could be helpful, yes.

how much are you going to apply and how long are you going to wait afterwards before drinking the SN? that thing numbs your mouth so it'd have to be timed perfectly where the taste doesnt affect you but you can still also swallow properly,
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
how much are you going to apply and how long are you going to wait afterwards before drinking the SN? that thing numbs your mouth so it'd have to be timed perfectly where the taste doesnt affect you but you can still also swallow properly,
I just numbs your mouth, you can swallow without problem.
I think I will use it like 3-5 min before the SN.
 
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raybd

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Dec 4, 2019
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1 year is nothing.
There was a research in which they tested 9 or 10 year expired ibuprofen, and it had like 90% of the original potency.
That's highly variable. It depends on the med and manufacturing process, how it was packaged etc. A 1-2 year past Ibuprofen from different makers will have lost different % of potency.
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
Ok so I took 1 propranolol pill for testing purposes.
Baseline pulse while seating was 60.
The pulse dropped to 55 25 min later.
40 min later dropped to 52.
No strange feelings.
 
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raybd

Student
Dec 4, 2019
112
Ok so I took 1 propranolol pill for testing purposes.
Baseline pulse while seating was 60.
The pulse dropped to 55 25 min later.
40 min later dropped to 52.
No strange feelings.
Where in the world are you located, if you are ok sharing.
 
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hellogoodbye999

Member
Dec 14, 2025
17
Since I will have to wait till march/april to get some N (vet), I might have to ahead with the SN method, since I probably won't be able to wait that long.
So I am sharing my SN protocol.
2 cups of SN 25g sn/50ml water each.
8-12 hour food fasting.
2-3 hour of liquid fasting
1 hour before taking the SN I will take 600mg ibuprofen and 1 tramadol and 1x12mg bromazepam.
2-3 pills of propranolol.
45 minutes before the SN I will take 3x10mg meto.
Numbing spray.
Drink 1 cup of SN.
Drink a mix of 5x10mg diazepam+10x12mg bromazepam+1x4mg tizanidine, all crushed (i am surprised how little powder this has created) with very little water.
Chew a mint gum for like 30 seconds to reduce the salty taste of the sn in the mouth.
Lay back and wait for the best.

One thing that is key to prevent procrastination and panicking (something that i usually see in other's peoples threads), is that I already crushed the benzos, and I already separated the 50/2g of SN in 2 separate containers.
So I just need to execute the plan, not much thinking is needed, just plain execution, follow the steps.
I think it is solid.
I have already tested 1x10mg of meto, I felt a bit restless, but nothing crazy.
I will take 1 propranolol pill today, just to see how my body reacts to it.
I think testing "new" drugs in advance is also important, to prevent unwanted surprises on THE CTB day.
Suggestions are welcome.
PS. Please don't DM asking about the N/SN source.
How much did all this cost you?
 
kufajoy

kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
43
Can you please tell more about the lidocaine numbing spray? How you gonna use it ? You gonna spray around the throat from outside?
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
Last update on the propranolol.
Everything went well with 1 pill, I guess I will use at least 3 with the protocol.
 
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blueskies3

doing whatever
Jan 8, 2026
24
Last update on the propranolol.
Everything went well with 1 pill, I guess I will use at least 3 with the protocol.
Do you get worried about overdoing it will any of the pills? If you overdo the SN you will have a higher chance of vomiting everything. Could this happen if you overdo any of the other medications? Would the AE be enough?
 
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dalemar

Specialist
Nov 20, 2025
389
Do you get worried about overdoing it will any of the pills? If you overdo the SN you will have a higher chance of vomiting everything. Could this happen if you overdo any of the other medications? Would the AE be enough?
I have experience taking all the other pills i plan to use, and I never had issues.
I also don't remember the last time in my life I puked, I think it was 20 years ago or so.
And I will have an extra SN cup, so I think i will succeed.
I haver never suffered from anxiety, so I guess and I trust I will be fine.
 
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