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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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I won't explain where or how I had the chance to try it, but I want to share my direct experience with pentobarbital, beyond the usual abstract or sensationalistic talk that often circulates.

What I can say for sure is that it wasn't an unpleasant experience.
What I felt was a deep, total fatigue, but not an oppressive one.
There was no discomfort, no fear — just a strong, overwhelming need to sleep, as if my entire body suddenly wanted nothing else.

In that moment, everything else becomes irrelevant.
Even something as simple as reaching for the remote to turn off the TV feels like an unnecessary hassle.
All you want is to lie down and fall asleep as quickly as possible.

I clearly remember that as I turned and adjusted my pillow, every time I rested my head I felt a strong sense of physical well-being, a kind of soothing relief, like a full release.
Once I found the right position, that feeling remained — but only for a few seconds, because I naturally drifted off to sleep almost immediately, without any difficulty, without restless dreams, without sudden awakenings.

There were no dizzy spells, no nausea, no discomfort.
Just a growing sense of drowsiness, my body becoming heavier, my eyes refusing to stay open, and thoughts becoming muffled, slow, and more distant.

It struck me how linear and tension-free the experience was.
There was no struggle, no anxiety. Just the desire to sleep — and sleep coming.

I hope this testimony can be useful to those looking for an honest, unfiltered account. No ideology, no interpretation. Just what I experienced.
 
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Intoxicated

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Was it administered orally or intravenously? What perceptions were felt during the administration procedure?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

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How many milligrams did u take at once?

And how many minutes to sleep after drinking?

Was it in liquid or pill?
 
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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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How many milligrams did u take at once?

And how many minutes to sleep after drinking?

Was it in liquid or pill?
I took it in liquid form, at a therapeutic dose of around 100 mg, diluted in juice. I can't say exactly how much time passed — it didn't feel particularly short or long. It just seemed like the right moment, as if sleep had arrived quietly, in its own natural time.
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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I won't explain where or how I had the chance to try it, but I want to share my direct experience with pentobarbital, beyond the usual abstract or sensationalistic talk that often circulates.

What I can say for sure is that it wasn't an unpleasant experience.
What I felt was a deep, total fatigue, but not an oppressive one.
There was no discomfort, no fear — just a strong, overwhelming need to sleep, as if my entire body suddenly wanted nothing else.

In that moment, everything else becomes irrelevant.
Even something as simple as reaching for the remote to turn off the TV feels like an unnecessary hassle.
All you want is to lie down and fall asleep as quickly as possible.

I clearly remember that as I turned and adjusted my pillow, every time I rested my head I felt a strong sense of physical well-being, a kind of soothing relief, like a full release.
Once I found the right position, that feeling remained — but only for a few seconds, because I naturally drifted off to sleep almost immediately, without any difficulty, without restless dreams, without sudden awakenings.

There were no dizzy spells, no nausea, no discomfort.
Just a growing sense of drowsiness, my body becoming heavier, my eyes refusing to stay open, and thoughts becoming muffled, slow, and more distant.

It struck me how linear and tension-free the experience was.
There was no struggle, no anxiety. Just the desire to sleep — and sleep coming.

I hope this testimony can be useful to those looking for an honest, unfiltered account. No ideology, no interpretation. Just what I experienced.
Wonderful experience. 👍 👍
 
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