I don't live alone, but with my mom and brother. I work from home, and my mom leaves for work at 7 am and comes home at 4 pm. My brother leaves for school at 0 pm or 1 pm and comes home at least at 6 pm, so my mom will see me. After all, if I were hanging myself in the woods, I'd set a timer for the message and send it to my mom. She'd still go there and see me hanged, so I don't think it would make a difference. But it's better to start at about 1 p.m. before I hang myself and send her a timed message at 3 p.m. so she doesn't have to go home alone and call an ambulance so she doesn't have to see it alone. Just in case, I'll call her at 12 pm and ask when she'll be arriving, under some pretext. In short, I'll definitely have about 3 hours to spare.
My plan is this: I've already ordered a 3-meter-long, rock climbing-certified rope (so I'm 100% sure of its strength), 20 N2O cartridges for the creamer, a creamer siphon, and 30cm diameter balls. Beforehand, I'll practice with nitrous oxide and determine how much gas I need to inhale to pass out (I'm guessing it'll be two full inhale-exhale cycles). I have a near-perfect spot in the room where the bathroom and toilet fork. Both doors open toward me, and I'll use the bathroom door, which can be latched. I'll hang myself with my feet forward and my butt about 60cm off the ground. I'll adjust the rope's height and thread it through the top of the door, tying a knot on the other side, then close the door. I might have a few drinks beforehand.
The spot is ready. Next, I'll fill a 12-inch balloon with the required amount of nitrous oxide, "sit" in the loop, and assume the starting position with my legs extended forward, but I'll support myself with one hand on the rope behind my head to keep from falling into the loop. I'll hold the balloon with my other hand and inhale the nitrous oxide. When I feel consciousness fading from the nitrous oxide, I'll apply pressure to my arteries. I've read a lot of stories here about how difficult it is for people to lose consciousness when partially hanging, but I'll make it easier for myself with gas. One user wrote that he loses consciousness in 5 seconds using this method. This makes sense: there's already little oxygen in the blood from displacing it with gas, and we're also blocking the arteries. It seems that in this case, trying to find the optimal point isn't so necessary—consciousness will fade even from partial compression of the carotid arteries. I'll fall into the loop and most likely won't even notice. I'm confident in the anchor point and I'll have enough time so the rope will do its job.
My plan is this: I've already ordered a 3-meter-long, rock climbing-certified rope (so I'm 100% sure of its strength), 20 N2O cartridges for the creamer, a creamer siphon, and 30cm diameter balls. Beforehand, I'll practice with nitrous oxide and determine how much gas I need to inhale to pass out (I'm guessing it'll be two full inhale-exhale cycles). I have a near-perfect spot in the room where the bathroom and toilet fork. Both doors open toward me, and I'll use the bathroom door, which can be latched. I'll hang myself with my feet forward and my butt about 60cm off the ground. I'll adjust the rope's height and thread it through the top of the door, tying a knot on the other side, then close the door. I might have a few drinks beforehand.
The spot is ready. Next, I'll fill a 12-inch balloon with the required amount of nitrous oxide, "sit" in the loop, and assume the starting position with my legs extended forward, but I'll support myself with one hand on the rope behind my head to keep from falling into the loop. I'll hold the balloon with my other hand and inhale the nitrous oxide. When I feel consciousness fading from the nitrous oxide, I'll apply pressure to my arteries. I've read a lot of stories here about how difficult it is for people to lose consciousness when partially hanging, but I'll make it easier for myself with gas. One user wrote that he loses consciousness in 5 seconds using this method. This makes sense: there's already little oxygen in the blood from displacing it with gas, and we're also blocking the arteries. It seems that in this case, trying to find the optimal point isn't so necessary—consciousness will fade even from partial compression of the carotid arteries. I'll fall into the loop and most likely won't even notice. I'm confident in the anchor point and I'll have enough time so the rope will do its job.
