• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

Nomolos92

Nomolos92

Member
Jan 1, 2020
27
I plan on exiting this existence on Monday. I have everything I need, SN, Buccastem M (couldn't get meto) and antacids.
I've booked a caravan by the coast for 2 nights and will arrive Monday afternoon. I plan to spend the evening walking along the beach and watching a final sunset before taking myself back to the caravan and mixing the solution which I intend to ingest at 11pm.
The place I have chosen is very close to my heart, my son and I holidayed there last September and it was the last time we were together.
He made the decision to end his life in December 2019 and now its time for me to set myself free.
The loss of my son isn't my only reason for leaving but knowing he has gone before me gives the courage to follow.
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: WearyOfStruggling, Zappfe lover, bluesky1972-2019 and 6 others
U

Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
I wish you peace on your journey. good luck
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nomolos92
A

aukguy

Student
Mar 3, 2020
121
Good luck mate - sounds like a peaceful evening. I hope the sunset is great for you.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nomolos92
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
That sounds almost idyllic!
I wish you the very best of luck with your journey.
Love and peace
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nomolos92
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,091
I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your son. I wish you peace in your coming days, whatever you choose to do. :hug:
 
  • Love
Reactions: Nomolos92
I

I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Am so sorry about your sons demise .. I can imagine the pain of losing ones child. Hope u meet ur son on the other side.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Nomolos92
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
Sounds very peaceful and that you are comfortable with your decision. It must be hard coping with the loss of your son too.
I wish you the peace this world could not offer you. You are brave ❤️
I hope to be leaving soon too x
 
  • Love
Reactions: Nomolos92

Similar threads

C
Replies
15
Views
923
Suicide Discussion
TBONTB
T
LostHope556
Replies
7
Views
368
Suicide Discussion
LostHope556
LostHope556
waistcoat
Replies
18
Views
904
Suicide Discussion
honorando
honorando
Britney Spears
Replies
26
Views
841
Suicide Discussion
unluckysadness
U