Discussion My plan

[Tourniquet]

My method will be drug overdose
After many failed attempts I want to make sure I take multiple drugs in such a high amount that there is 0% chance of survival. Will probably take me a month or two to aquire the money to order the drugs but I have reliable sources for everything I'm about to mention.

I'm posting this solely for opinions on if it's complete overkill (kind of the point) or if it's not enough.

Oral administration
10 grams of Carisopridol
100mg Flubromazolam
15mg Clonidine
20ml 1,4 Butanediol

IV Administration (prepped before orally administered drugs are consumed and ready to be injected immediately following)

2 grams Fentanyl
2 grams Heroin
1 gram Cocaine
10mg (yes milligram not microgram) LSD
250mg DMT
220mg MDMA
1 gram Ketamine

I am aware some of the drugs are entirely unnecessary but I figure fuck it might as well go out with a psychedelic bang, Although I am almost certain I will start losing consciousness almost immediately, I may need to have a pick line with a luer lock syringe that is large enough to fit all those drugs in liquid solution already in a vein ready to be injected. Potentially even may need it to be pushed in mechanically as I figure the instant I hit the plunger I will more than likely fade out of this world. I want to make sure I get it all into my body as I do not want to mess this up.

 

[Caoine01]

Have you ever dealt with the active ingredients and their effects and side effects yourself?

A good question would be, for example, which active ingredient has a fast effect and which one has a delayed effect.
The application of the active substance also has a major influence here.
You should also take sufficient account of the interactions between the substances.

I would therefore suggest you to set up a precise schedule for the application.
Then you can determine what you want and can achieve with the individual components, ok?

 

[Tourniquet]

I have done each of these drugs individually, and in various combination, but never all of these combined all at once or in such high amounts.

The interactions between the clonidine, the opiates, the benzodiazepine, and the carisopridol alone would be enough to depress my central nervous system so rapidly my breathing and heart should stop within seconds/minutes. Because of the volume of the substances even the orally administered ones they would be rapidly absorbed as I pan on consuming on an empty stomach, but even if the orally consumed drugs didn't take effect immediately, the IV drugs would. The cocaine and MDMA may be enough to keep my heart pumping and allow me to be conscious long enough to feel the effects of everything initially, but I highly doubt I will feel the peak effects of any one of these substances.

There are some agonist-antagonist interactions going on here, as well as synergistic ones.

The problem here is that the sheer amount of CNS depressants is very high, flubromazolam is active in the microgram range and has a half life of around 18 hours and has caused fatal conditions in people as low as just 3mg, 400 micrograms of this substance is considered a heavy dose.

I'm concerned that if I do not time it correctly that I will be unable to complete the injection due to rapid loss of consciousness, other than that I am 99.98% certain that this will result in death, even without the injection, the clonidine alone will crash my blood pressure rapidly and stop my heart on its own within 5 minutes it would already start taking effect, within 30-40 I would be dead.

Some part of me wants to feel the individual effects of each substance all at once before the full dosage, but I have done enough drugs, the purpose here isn't to get intoxicated, it's a means to my (hopefully) permanent end [I say hopefully because of the off chance that reincarnation is real and occurs, or the possibility of an after-life, but who really knows]