Method My partial Hanging experience + Help needed

[Frankenstein]

Im gonna try a partial hanging with a necktie in my bathroom tonight when im alone

I have tried it to test how it feels. It actually did not hurt much rather uncomfortable but when i got very dizzy and began to go unconcious and felt something like my heart weakening the survival instinct kicked in. What substance? can i take to make it easier?

Any other tips?

Im leaving tonight but the SI is too strong for me
Please help me

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum. Nobody here can help you overcoming your SI. When you're ready to go you'll be able to defeat SI. Do you want to say a little bit about your story why you want to CTB? Ofc you don't have to if you don't want to! I hope you find peace.

 

[Val12345]

Welcome to the forum. Nobody here can help you overcoming your SI. When you're ready to go you'll be able to defeat SI. Do you want to say a little bit about your story why you want to CTB? Ofc you don't have to if you don't want to! I hope you find peace.

Im gonna try a partial hanging with a necktie in my bathroom tonight when im alone

I have tried it to test how it feels. It actually did not hurt much rather uncomfortable but when i got very dizzy and began to go unconcious and felt something like my heart weakening the survival instinct kicked in. What substance? can i take to make it easier?

Any other tips?

Im leaving tonight but the SI is too strong for me
Please help me

For overcoming SI try to do it as if you were doing something normal don't think about that you are going to ctb practicing also helps to overcome SI
If you don't mind me asking where exactly in the neck did you put the noose I really haven't been able to figure out that out

 

[Foreverix]

Death is a kindness; the will to live is punitive.

 

[Ethernatuskoi]

What substance? can i take to make it easier?

I don't know if it would work, but i thought about taking medication with sedative, relaxing and anticonvulsionant properties. I don't know of heavy sleeping pills would also help as it could be that the SI forces her to wake up, but that's something to think about.

 

[Mx_Pathetic]

Im gonna try a partial hanging with a necktie in my bathroom tonight when im alone

I have tried it to test how it feels. It actually did not hurt much rather uncomfortable but when i got very dizzy and began to go unconcious and felt something like my heart weakening the survival instinct kicked in. What substance? can i take to make it easier?

Any other tips?

Im leaving tonight but the SI is too strong for me
Please help me

I have these pills that help with my anxiety. It pretty much gets rid of the physical side effects of a anxiety attack or panic attack. So I'll be using those to help with my SI.