It's currently 2:30am, I'm at a beach minutes away from my families old cottage. Some of my best childhood memories were spending time with my family here decades ago. I arrived about an hour ago, took 2mg of my favourite benzos (etizolam) and drank about 10 shots of vodka and just took in the scenery. It's currently -10c without the wind chill and in 20 minutes, I'm going to injest a large dose of Etonitazene along with a large dose of Fluclotizolam. I had initially planned for SN, but I changed my mind last minute. I just wanted to take a moment to thank the community for understanding when no one else would. This is truly a place I can speak my mind freely. I hope everyone finds peace and happiness in their lives in some way. 17 minute left now but I feel at peace and have come to terms with my choice.
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UtopianSoliloquies
Act 3 Scene 1
- Jan 21, 2023
- 89
Sorry to hear that it's come to this. The choice between life and death is an important one that often goes ignored, and you are brave for having chosen as you did. I wish you a peaceful trip. Goodbye.
Thank you, I wish you all the best.
StrawberryBlonde
Member
- Dec 8, 2022
- 39
Sweetie, it's sad to see you go so early. I hope you will find eternal peace! Sending hugs!Down the hatch, now time to go to sleep just one last time..It seems, that you are in peace with your dicision. I am very happy for you, that you feel okay. Your pain will be over. I wish you never ending love and deep peace in eternity. May your transition be peaceful. The beach of your childhood sounds really wonderful. You go home friend.
dreamscape1111
all is well
- Feb 1, 2023
- 347
Now be silent. Leave this life consciously. Rather than death taking it away from you, relax your hold; don't be defeated by death, don't struggle. This is the end of a dream. You have lived a dream that you call life, a however many years dream. It is coming to an end. Within seconds you will be entering into another womb, into another dream.
Sparr0w
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- Jan 24, 2023
- 300
i wish you luck and peace, i hope all goes well :)
Shivali
Mage
- Jun 9, 2022
- 560
Catlovergirl
Shan32- Suicide is only for the brave.
- Oct 24, 2020
- 67
It's going to be alright love. I'm going home too will meet you that side. ROCK ON. Peace and love.
Per Ardua Ad Astra
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- Sep 27, 2022
- 3,638
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 46,780
Farewell, I hope that you found the freedom that you were looking for.
locked*n*loaded
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- Apr 15, 2022
- 9,351
not-2-b-the-answer
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- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,012
bennydiazapine
Member
- Dec 4, 2022
- 87
I hope you managed to find peace with this method
unattainable piscie
Loosing friends and people I care about :)
- Feb 3, 2023
- 6
It was nice to read how at peace you were with your decision. As much as I wish non of us were driven to this point, I hope currently you have peace and were hapy in your final moments. <3
not-2-b-the-answer
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- Mar 23, 2018
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