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marshk427

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Oct 14, 2022
11
Hello all! I'm going to ctb soon. There's not really one particular reason, just kinda tired of life and don't see the point anymore. Not really much to look forward to and no purpose or motivation to keep suffering. Mental illnesses suck man, I wish I was born with a normal healthy brain. Or better yet, not born at all.

My name was Glenn and I was 25 years old, I liked to go to the gym and deadlift, my favorite video game was Bloodborne, my favorite band was The Strokes, and I loved dogs! I always tried to be a kind and generous person, and I hope I left a positive impact on the world regardless of how cruel it can be.

Goodbye everyone I wish you all the best! May we find peace in this life or the next. I love you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,329
Your feelings towards life are understandable. I personally see no value to enduring endless suffering, existing is both tiring and tedious to me and could never be worth it in any way. I don't understand those who wish to age as all that they have to look forward to is deterioration from old age which is simply inevitable. Never being born certainly is the best thing possible, as life really is such a terrible concept. I wish you freedom from this cruel existence for when the time is right for you to leave.
 
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RUPA

Student
Oct 19, 2022
106
I am taken aback you are saying in past tense. I dearly wish you peace the way you want.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
it's hard to read this in past tense, I hope you're still with us currently. I never played any PS4 games so never tried bloodbourne x
 
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an_alias

an_alias

Hi :)
Dec 21, 2020
161
I'll miss you Glenn. Even though I never knew you. I hope you know that I wished the best for you.
Even though I never knew you.

If that "best for you" is comfort in nothingness, rather than the mundane, stumbling shuffle of life, so be it. Good night, sweet prince :heart:
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
I hope you find peace ☮️
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,416
It's always touching to hear a bit more about people. It's so sad that our lives have got to this point and I'm sorry for your suffering. I wish you a peaceful journey and hope you find peace.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Farewell fren, hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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stormed lucky

Member
Mar 10, 2020
38
Hello all! I'm going to ctb soon. There's not really one particular reason, just kinda tired of life and don't see the point anymore. Not really much to look forward to and no purpose or motivation to keep suffering. Mental illnesses suck man, I wish I was born with a normal healthy brain. Or better yet, not born at all.

My name was Glenn and I was 25 years old, I liked to go to the gym and deadlift, my favorite video game was Bloodborne, my favorite band was The Strokes, and I loved dogs! I always tried to be a kind and generous person, and I hope I left a positive impact on the world regardless of how cruel it can be.

Goodbye everyone I wish you all the best! May we find peace in this life or the next. I love you.
May you find your peace fellow human xx
 
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Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
If you have already passed, rest well. I hope your passing was a painless as possible.
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
rest easy, Glenn. I smiled when reading abt how you like doggies and did your best to leave things better off than you found them. I'm sad the world wasn't a warmer place for you, and so many others. Hugs, puppies, and peace. Hope you have a peaceful journey, my friend.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,277
Sorry life has brought you to this point. May you be at peace with your decision.
Safe travels.:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,600
Heartbreaking. I wish only the best for you
 
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Snatsbats

Student
Jan 9, 2021
182
I wish you the very best. You seem like a kind warm person. Its sad to see people like you go. The bad people are already overshadowing the good.
 
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MyFinalProject

Member
Oct 11, 2022
43
Hope you find peace Glenn ❤️
 
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Blackhole999

Blackhole999

Nohope
Jul 1, 2022
67
¡Hola a todos! Voy a ctb pronto. Realmente no hay una razón en particular, simplemente estoy un poco cansado de la vida y ya no veo el punto. Realmente no hay mucho que esperar y ningún propósito o motivación para seguir sufriendo. Las enfermedades mentales apestan hombre, desearía haber nacido con un cerebro normal y saludable. O mejor aún, no nació en absoluto.

Mi nombre era Glenn y tenía 25 años, me gustaba ir al gimnasio y hacer peso muerto, mi videojuego favorito era Bloodborne, mi banda favorita era The Strokes, ¡y amaba a los perros! Siempre traté de ser una persona amable y generosa, y espero haber dejado un impacto positivo en el mundo sin importar cuán cruel pueda ser.

Adiós a todos les deseo lo mejor! Que encontremos paz en esta vida o en la próxima. Te amo.
Mi nombre es Tomas amo la musica y los instrumentos soy musico y luthier (intento serlo) tengo dos discos y tres instrumentos terminados pero no puedo mas con mi vida mi cabeza no para de pensar en un futuro desgarrador soy poliadicto a las drogas (diazepam y tramadol) no planeo hacerlo en mi casa para aliviar al menos un poco a mi familia y que no perjudique mi hogar en un sentido de que cuándo entren en mi habitación siempre van a recordar mi cuerpo sin vida, tengo un lugar perfecto.gracias y amor para todoso
 
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Lifeaballache

Student
Aug 28, 2022
163
Goodbye Glenn. How poignant.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I wish I could help with your pain, it would have been really nice to get to know you more. I hope your in a good place with lots of love.
 
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