My mom is also suicidal and depressed

[ventingfrustrations]

She is drinking herself to death and if she tries to CTB I would not be able to convince her to live because I also want to die
She also might pick a really painful way like bleach and has tried OD on over the counter non method of suicide twice

 

[derekWest]

It might be naive, but have you try to talk to her about that ?