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roatvek

Member
Nov 28, 2025
14
I tried partial hanging a fair amount of times recently, but every time i stood up when i started to wheeze while breathing and my neck hurt too much. I think such pain is the essential part of hanging, but the problem is... my life is good? I'm just a lazy bone who doesn't wan't to do chores and go to college. My brain thinks that this is far from bad, and so stops me from doing this. I have friends there, my family loves me, am i dumb or weird or what
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Student
May 1, 2025
145
I dont think you are weird, my life is fine but I would rather be dead
 
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SunriseParabellum

SunriseParabellum

Member
Jan 24, 2025
37
Same boat. I really don't have too much to complain about, which always made me feel guilty for wanting to die anyway. But the way I've come to see it, life just isn't for me and I'm not sitting through the second half of a movie if I didn't enjoy the first half in the hopes it suddenly gets good
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Student
Dec 2, 2025
188
I feel exactly the same. I'm glad other people in this thread do too because sometimes I feel a bit insane.
Honestly my life is fine, it's not great by any means but it's really not horrible. I guess it's just that the shitty and hard parts of living seem to constantly outweigh the comfortable parts
 
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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
51
I'm in a very similar spot. I have my struggles and stresses, but overall have a strong support system and amazing friends. I just know it would be better if I was dead.
 
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Leyna

Leyna

I only paint in red now
Sep 28, 2024
120
Have a good life too. Would rather be dead.
 
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zombiegirl

zombiegirl

the living dead
Aug 17, 2023
186
i think you guys might be depressed
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
My life is objectively shit and i can't fix it. I'm objectively better off dead.
 
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