My life is a joke

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Every day I wake up, both surprised and regretting that I am still here
Slowly it became May, then now June
I didn't think I'd still be here anymore by now
Everyday is the same repeating cycle
I wish it could stop

 

[LifeIsBS]

Life is pretty absurd. i also just find it stupid how people worship it, like yeah, you are here, but for what?

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Life is pretty absurd. i also just find it stupid how people worship it, like yeah, you are here, but for what?

we are here because we cannot die

I am only alive because I am not dead (yet)

 

[SkibidiSigma]

Is there any reason you haven't CTB'd yet?

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Is there any reason you haven't CTB'd yet?

fear of failure and being worse off
and i'm a coward

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

Well if you're anything like me, you're here because it's made too painful and risky to effect. Peaceful avenues are closed off by busybodying governments and regulators. That's literally it.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Well if you're anything like me, you're here because it's made too painful and risky to effect. Peaceful avenues are closed off by busybodying governments and regulators. That's literally it.

i keep going in circles with my methods
i'm too weak to hang, too scared for SN and consequences that I cannot control

the fuck is left?
drowning? SI is crazy
then there's the train ...

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

i keep going in circles with my methods
i'm too weak to hang, too scared for SN and consequences that I cannot control

the fuck is left?
drowning? SI is crazy
then there's the train ...

I want to go to Peru and find N. But can't right now (personal circumstances, money…). Hopefully next year if it's still available.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish that there's the option to just easily die in peace, I find it so cruel and horrible how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, I understand feeling so tired of existing here and I get that it's so dreadful suffering in this existence when you just wish to be gone. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for.