NSFW My legs are fucked up

[alixisbonez]

Tw sh pics btw !!
Last night and today I cut to facia the tissue right before the muscle and my muscles are sore and it hurts to walk I don't plan to stop actually I have two more cuts planned one down each of my legs in doing tonight
I'm kinda just mutalating myself until it kills me I guess
I also got something last night and it bled alot I like blood it took so long to stop tho

Spoiler: lots of blood. sh cuts.

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[uglymisanthr0pe]

how are you doing right now? please take care <3

 

[Sleeper System]

You're slicing to the bone. That's incredible will power.
Jesus that's graphic. Impressive in it's own way.
Take it easy bro dont do something irreversible that you might have to live the rest of your life with if you don't end up dead.

 

[fruitninjamaster]

Not to glorify or anything, but I think your legs are gorgeous, I am a fellow self harmer and that is beautiful. Take care and avoid infection.

 

[alixisbonez]

Not to glorify or anything, but I think your legs are gorgeous, I am a fellow self harmer and that is beautiful. Take care and avoid infection.

I have them wrapped up at the moment debating getting it stiched

You're slicing to the bone. That's incredible will power.
Jesus that's graphic. Impressive in it's own way.
Take it easy bro dont do something irreversible that you might have to live the rest of your life with if you don't end up dead.

It's not bone I wish lol it's the small bit of tissue right before the muscle that's why it's white and I am not to concerned with how much I mess my body up because my plan is and has been so die from this one way or another

how are you doing right now? please take care <3

I'm doing quite bad I just feel so numb and weird because I never thought I'd go this far

 

[AngelTear]

Woah the last pic almost looks like it's to the bone
Lowkey wish my legs looked like that ^^
Xtreme- from a fellow self harmer
If you don't want an infection you should get stitches, keep clean, and peace out

 

[carfemtanyl]

Woah, you should get stitches. An infection at that depth could make you lose your legs.

 

[Lady_V]

Your pictures made me sob tbh. The internal anguish it takes to do this to your body is unfathomable.
I see in your past post you do it as a way to direct your anger. That is also why I started SH. It was a way to take out my anger w/o hurting others.
It is so unfortunate things/events have driven you to this.

 

[alixisbonez]

Your pictures made me sob tbh. The internal anguish it takes to do this to your body is unfathomable.
I see in your past post you do it as a way to direct your anger. That is also why I started SH. It was a way to take out my anger w/o hurting others.
It is so unfortunate things/events have driven you to this.

 

[gottacheckout]

That is really deep. I would recommend getting it taken care of to avoid infection and then stitched up. They could easily go septic and you might have to have them amputated, then you won't be able to see your scars.