OvertheRainbeaux
stuck down a rabbit hole of misery
- Jan 1, 2020
- 43
Today my heart broke again. Well what was left of it anyways.
Thought things were somewhat looking up, the love of my life came back into my life just for me to sabotage it and him leave. Don't have nobody to blame but myself.
I've lost my job, I'm back at my moms, I have no money nor do I have ANY motivation to fix anything.
nobody cares about me, and I can't even care about myself.
I cannot wait to ctb. I'm so scared to do it though, I need to build up the courage.
Thought things were somewhat looking up, the love of my life came back into my life just for me to sabotage it and him leave. Don't have nobody to blame but myself.
I've lost my job, I'm back at my moms, I have no money nor do I have ANY motivation to fix anything.
nobody cares about me, and I can't even care about myself.
I cannot wait to ctb. I'm so scared to do it though, I need to build up the courage.