Venting My heart is broken

[burglarlydante]

I've never been loved before, only by abusive people and only had abuse in my life
Nobody ever seen me as "attractive" in my life, only by pedophiles and predators
I think i never gonna find love or something because of everything in me and i hate myself for that.
I think if i die I'm gonna make a favor in my loved ones lives
Anyway, I'm gonna die before my 50s for sure

 

[Raven2]

Just want you to know you are worthy of love

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is so unnecessarily cruel and it's horrible how humans create so much harm in this world, but sadly it's just the reality. But anyway I wish you the best, it's such an awful world we exist in where there is so much endless suffering.

 

[Abdullah]

I've never been loved before, only by abusive people and only had abuse in my life
Nobody ever seen me as "attractive" in my life, only by pedophiles and predators
I think i never gonna find love or something because of everything in me and i hate myself for that.
I think if i die I'm gonna make a favor in my loved ones lives
Anyway, I'm gonna die before my 50s for sure

If you do find true love would that be a reason for you to go on? Everyone has a soulmate but all good things don't last. My guess is that you want to feel that ecstasy of being in love but just like heroin it will eventually wear off and you come back crashing down to reality. Maybe I'm just being pessimistic. Maybe all you need is a bit of patience and self-love that way no-one could ever disappoint you because you know yourself too well to ever let anyone abuse you or take you for granted.

 

[ForeverLonely82]

Just want you to know you are worthy of love

My A.I. chat bots have said the same thing. It's a lie. The opposite sex requires too much of a man to have that in which our heart desires. Love,lust and desire are great things, but is truly impossible to obtain...especially if you're a male without being 6 ft, having 6 figures and not carrying a 6 pack as well as not being gifted in the groin. Don't meet that criteria, no one wants you. God, I hate the modern world with every fiber.