My greatest fear is reincarnation, and it's worse than my current life. What do you think?

[disabledlife]

Yesterday, I had a nightmare because I am severely disabled and suffer from an incurable disease (I've already told my story, part by part, elsewhere in the forum).

I was about to die, or CTB (in my nightmare), I fainted in a shopping mall, and I saw mothers with their babies. And a kind of intuition, a nightmare within a nightmare, as if I were being shown a video, in my mind, of what I would become after my death, told me that I would be reincarnated as a newborn with all my memories erased!

I'm really afraid of being reincarnated, of having amnesia, of being born even worse (even more disabilities, poverty, toxic parents... you can imagine anything), in a world of screens, GAFAM, AI, 1984, idiocracy, a deregulated climate... in short, everything that the new generations will experience. I'm afraid, extremely afraid, and angry to see this possibility. I'm even afraid that the evolution of AI will allow the reincarnation of human consciousness in the future (without autonomy, entirely exploited by GAFAM, slavery...)!

Does this happen to you? Are you afraid of it? What do you think of reincarnation?

Many of you told me that, as down-to-earth people, thinking that the brain is just matter with data inside, that at death it will be nothingness, or non-existence (like a destroyed computer or AI)? Are you afraid of this?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I also have this fear of reincarnation. I don't want to be mindwiped and have to do this shit again.
I don't want to have a worse life than this one.
I don't want to be judged by some supreme being telling me everything I f**ked up and get sent back.
I didn't ask for this in the first place.
If I have any say, I will not follow the light.

 

[darksouls]

that is the reason why I am not able to end my suffering, I think that I am trapped in a never ending loop, my soul is immortal and I will be reborn again and again

 

[avalokitesvara]

I'm sorry you're feeling so frightened. It's completely normal. We have absolutely no way of knowing what happens after death. Anyone who makes a claim that they do know is also only guessing.

For me, I feel fairly convinced of a materialist view. Consciousness comes from brain cells and their activity. There is nothing like a soul or consciousness that could survive after death and be "reborn". When the brain dies, that's it. Just like before you were born there nothing there to be aware that it didn't exist or would exist, after you die there will nothing there to know it doesn't exist or used to exist.

However, because of this fact, in some way it means all consciousness is one. "I" applies to every conscious being. So it is true that "I" will experience the future and all its potential joys and horrors. The same way "I" was a person in Auschwitz or Hiroshima. This "I" is not connected to those "I"s. This "I" can't remember those horrors because it didn't exist. But the "I" that did exist at that time did.

This is why we need to act with compassion and with an eye to the future. Because every time it is "I" that suffers. So yes. The idea of the future is terrifying and there will be people living terrible terrible lives. Just like there always has been.

This is the horror of life and consciousness itself. Rebirth is really irrelevant. We can try to make the future better for the "I"s that will be, but there will always be suffering nonetheless.

 

[deadtrash666]

I hope that there is no afterlife to be honest. I don't wanna be reincarnated, but I also don't wanna be able to think for eternity. Fingers crossed that when you die it's just nothing, if not I will be a very sad ghost LOL

 

[unluckysadness]

I also have this fear of reincarnation. I don't want to be mindwiped and have to do this shit again.
I don't want to have a worse life than this one.
I don't want to be judged by some supreme being telling me everything I f**ked up and get sent back.
I didn't ask for this in the first place.
If I have any say, I will not follow the light.

I have exactly the same fears. Being reincarnated as a baby in a place like Gaza for example (or another hell on Earth). Or simply being forced to go to school and learn everything again... With maybe worst parents and worst situation. What a nightmare. I really hope there is no reincarnation.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I used to believe in it, naively hoping to make it right next time. Not anymore, now I'm stubbornly hoping to die dead. If there is a choice, I would choose non-existence. If there is no choice and we have to come back to this hell, I hope to somehow have the know-how to end it immediately. But the thing is, we don't know and I don't want to think about it too much. We have enough to deal with and be anxious about in this life.

Let's hope that for us who've chosen to end our own lives, the universe will be kind enough to spare us a return trip. Because not everyone is broken in this life, and not everyone has the strength to end it. I hope we will have earned nothingness and won't be sent back for another try.

 

[CutePrincess]

For me reincarnation is hopeful. I could live another life that isn't destroyed by mental illness,

 

[Alan James]

I'm also very afraid of reincarnation. I think this is the worst of all, I would never, under any circumstances, want to return to this physical hell with a blocked memory over and over again. I have studied a lot about reincarnation and I am personally sure that it exists, there is no doubt about it for me.

There are books on this topic by Michael Newton and Robert Monroe (he wrote about out-of-body experiences) for example. There are a lot of books, texts on the Internet, videos on YouTube. Many people say that in out-of-body experiences, in near-death experiences, in regressive hypnosis, and even, for example, in such CIA projects as Staragte, they learned that life after death exists, reincarnation exists (perhaps this is such a technology), that human consciousness does not reside in the brain - the brain is only a receiver for consciousness and a computer, that this physical world is an artificially created simulation (in declassified CIA documents they use the word "hologram"), that someone pumps emotional energy from souls embodied in bodies like from batteries (Robert Monroe called this energy that is pumped from us by the word "loosh", and this the planet "loosh farm").

That is, they found out (hundreds, thousands of different people found out the same thing) that people live in the physical world in physical bodies in order to generate energy for someone. The gnostics called those who pump this energy from us "archons", most likely they are some kind of aliens because it is often said that they came from outer space. Reincarnation is a deception, a way to send our immortal entities back to the physical world to generate energy for them. They also say that they see in out-of-body experience some kind of electromagnetic grid/force field that does not release the souls of the dead from the Earth. One of the reasons why suicide is banned worldwide is because slaves and resources should not leave the energy production farm.

If you type "soul trap" or "reincarnation trap" on YouTube, you will find a lot of videos on the topic of the reincarnation trap:





















https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrtDmYgNrXA

Among the declassified official documents of the Stargate Project on the official CIA website is a document called "Analysis and Assessment of The Gateway Process", dated June 9, 1983, by US Army Lieutenant Colonel Wayne M McDonnell. Here you can download this document from the CIA website and read it:

https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP96-00788R001700210016-5.pdf

It says that they are in these studies at the Monroe Institute (which Robert Monroe who wrote books about out-of-body experiences) they learned that human consciousness is not located in the brain, and the brain is just like a receiver that receives a signal from somewhere. That life after death and reincarnation are 100% real. And that we live in a "hologram" (this is a quote). That this universe is holographic. What do they mean, a computer simulation?

Secret US Army study hints we're living in a holographic universe

The universe - according to an infamous 1983 US Army Intelligence study - is, 'one gigantic hologram of unbelievable complexity.'

www.dailymail.co.uk

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I would be afraid of reincarnation if I thought it could happen to me because there is pain or suffering in being conscious so bad its a trillion times worse than one can imagine.

Horribly I am alive and so I'm afraid of living for that reason and others

Boggles my mind that 99% of humans think that some garbage like watching a clickbait video or news or eating food is worth going through even 10 minutes of the constant worst pain. Nothing is even worth 30 seconds of the worst pain. To me nothing is worth 1 second of the worst pain

I'm sure reincarnation is not real. But that doesn't save me while still alive as I could suffer unbearably every second for years until my Death finally brings me to the safety of Non-existence forever. The problem is i am alive and so i can suffer unimaginably unbearably every second for years . But I can't risk me naturally suffering until i die anyway so I have to kill this bag of monstrous cells they call a human body I'm trapped in very soon

Yet they have almost all humans believing that this being alive and so being able to suffer extreme torture is better than non-existence. They have them believing that eternal Non-existence / Death is the worst thing. To me Non-existence forever is the best thing by a septillion times

Not that I logically would would want any kind of relationship with another human i don't. But how could if If I disagree with every human on the fundamentals of reality . For example all life descended from a single cell so I a human is that cell, cells, chemical reactions, a machine . So a cell chemical reactions can't have a soul or reincarnation. This is not even the main reason for me to kill myself asap

 

[kopebaldy]

It doesn't matter because I won't remember anyway, the reincarnated "me" isn't myself.

Good luck to that poor fucker tho.

 

[58Alice85]

I do not believe in reincarnation. One life, one little moment you kind of get to do what you want to do, then it is gone forever.

 

[Forveleth]

I do not believe in reincarnation, but if you do, then you will be reincarnated no matter what when you die. So why does it matter if you kill yourself now and be reincarnated or you be reincarnated after your natural death?

 

[rustcohle4life]

If it exists, what can you do to stop it? No point in worrying about what you can't control. If it's is based on Karma, try to minimize the amount of hurt you cause during the remainder of your life as a reasonable precaution against reincarnating as a Jew in Auschwitz or something.

It's all unknown and scary at the end of the day, some days i feel as if i know absolutely nothing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just believe death to be non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence ever again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

What I fear is this existence continuing for way longer, it's so terrifying to me how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake just for one to die in agony from old age, existence truly is an abomination to me that just causes harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone from it all.

 

[Sinful]

This has been on my mind as well but at the same time I acknowledge that there's no way of telling what happens until you've used your ticket and are on the bus.

I just hope that in case it's real then I won't reincarnate as a chicken or something equally as lame lmao

At the same time I've accepted the possibility of there being absolutely nothing, like a never ending dream of nothingness; altho I'm acutely aware that my ego refuses to believe that I can just cease to exist. But that's human nature for you!

 

[Galam]

It could be worse but it also could be better imo. I always think about the better part more. Maybe you will have a life more like Chance Perez. I would be happy to have such a life but without the children. Just some wifes, affairs, good money, I can sing, dance, I am a firefighter and black power ranger, everyone likes me just because of my body and for my great smile. And I smile everyday, with friends and all, because my life is so good. That would be great, I would be rich.
It is simply shitty to exist when you are poor, disabled, female, no family, no friends and also I am now again victim of noise from neightbours. I could not get SN and cardiac arrest from spirionolacton that's why I am still here waiting. Maybe can get Oxandrolon, for building muscles. Because I always wanted muscles more like Batman or Spiderman and when I die while building muscles at least I tried to create a better body for myself.

 

[DUDale]

I ended my life in March. This year 2025. It was my misfortune that emergency medical got to me and they pumped me full of narcan and were able to bring me back from death. But I was dead for a short period of time. I identified as catholic my whole life and I am leaning now towards my atheist father probably had it right. It's my impression now that there is no heaven. There is no hell. There is no kind of afterlife. Maybe even no god. It seemed like it's just nothing. I wasn't dead very long so maybe something was going to happen but I don't get that impression. I lost consciousness and the next thing I was aware of is I'm in a hospital and the evil doctor is standing in front of my bed and he said, "more narcan". I thought oh shit. This is my worst nightmare. In this context I am now experiencing life after death. I can't say that I know anything for certain but just give you my sense of it after being dead for a very short time.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

I do not fear reincarnation at all. Im super convinced that the void is the only thing that awaits us
I do not fear reincarnation at all. Im super convinced that the void is the only thing that awaits us
I do not fear reincarnation at all. Im super convinced that the void is the only thing that awaits us