My goodbye post - SN

[cursedbynature64]

Things in my life have taken a significant turn for the worst, and I've finally been pushed over the edge. I'm shaking from the fear but I know that even if I heal from what happened recently, my life is still a lost cause due a multitude of other factors.

I'm taking just SN, calculated for my body weight. I don't have AEs or anything like that. I haven't vomited in many years due to emetophobia so I'm hoping that will continue working in its prevention of throwing up. I have 2 bottles just in case.

If my family end up finding this. Please don't blame this site. I would've done it with or without it. With this site, at least my death won't be as painful as it might have otherwise been. My method before finding it was jumping off the local highway overpass and timing to be hit by a semi truck or bus.

If I end up chickening out and calling for help I'll probably post a comment in a few days. But I really hope I don't. I know this is what I want, despite how much my instincts might try to convince me otherwise.

Writing so much is just my way of delaying the inevitable. Once I click post I'm going to close out of this browser tab and drink the SN.

Wish me luck.
- C
I already threw up. Idk if there's enough for me to still die. If I don't I'll know in the morning. I don't have it in me to drink the second

 

[zaxxy1810]

I'm sorry that life has brought you this far, but I wish you the best of luck no matter what you decide. If you change your mind and call for help, let everything pass without consequences, and if you go all the way, I wish you a peaceful journey and all the best.

 

[blessforus]

How are you now, hope you find peace!

 

[maynoname]

I hope everything went well for you and that you were able to find peace.

 

[soontofindpeace]

Things in my life have taken a significant turn for the worst, and I've finally been pushed over the edge. I'm shaking from the fear but I know that even if I heal from what happened recently, my life is still a lost cause due a multitude of other factors.

I'm taking just SN, calculated for my body weight. I don't have AEs or anything like that. I haven't vomited in many years due to emetophobia so I'm hoping that will continue working in its prevention of throwing up. I have 2 bottles just in case.

If my family end up finding this. Please don't blame this site. I would've done it with or without it. With this site, at least my death won't be as painful as it might have otherwise been. My method before finding it was jumping off the local highway overpass and timing to be hit by a semi truck or bus.

If I end up chickening out and calling for help I'll probably post a comment in a few days. But I really hope I don't. I know this is what I want, despite how much my instincts might try to convince me otherwise.

Writing so much is just my way of delaying the inevitable. Once I click post I'm going to close out of this browser tab and drink the SN.

Wish me luck.
- C
I already threw up. Idk if there's enough for me to still die. If I don't I'll know in the morning. I don't have it in me to drink the second

Best of luck on whichever choice you decide to make!

 

[nasigoreng99]

Hope you found your peace, my friend

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

I hope to either hear from you tomorrow or not hear from you tomorrow, if that makes sense.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[po1sentree]

i hope you find peace.

 

[offbalance]

Things in my life have taken a significant turn for the worst, and I've finally been pushed over the edge. I'm shaking from the fear but I know that even if I heal from what happened recently, my life is still a lost cause due a multitude of other factors.

I'm taking just SN, calculated for my body weight. I don't have AEs or anything like that. I haven't vomited in many years due to emetophobia so I'm hoping that will continue working in its prevention of throwing up. I have 2 bottles just in case.

If my family end up finding this. Please don't blame this site. I would've done it with or without it. With this site, at least my death won't be as painful as it might have otherwise been. My method before finding it was jumping off the local highway overpass and timing to be hit by a semi truck or bus.

If I end up chickening out and calling for help I'll probably post a comment in a few days. But I really hope I don't. I know this is what I want, despite how much my instincts might try to convince me otherwise.

Writing so much is just my way of delaying the inevitable. Once I click post I'm going to close out of this browser tab and drink the SN.

Wish me luck.
- C
I already threw up. Idk if there's enough for me to still die. If I don't I'll know in the morning. I don't have it in me to drink the second

Good luck

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Hope everything works out for you. Peace to you whether you're still with us, or if you've escaped your pain.

 

[shadow999]

Best wishes OP! Good luck whatever the outcome is.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[nir]

Pls don't do it, pls get help
If ur religious, think abt the eternal hell and if ur not, think abt how it can get better and there r ppl who do/can care abt u

I know you mean well, but telling people to think about eternal hell in what could be their last moments is not helpful and might make them feel even more guilty/determined to die.

@ OP, how did it go after the vomiting?

 

[ctbusser]

Hope you got what you wanted.

 

[Kurai]

Hope you found peace

 

[Davey40210]

Hope you achieved your goal without suffering. RIP.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

are you still with us?

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I hope you find peace

 

[Bear1234]

I hope you found peace <3

 

[Me Me Me]

I hope you found peace

 

[Anon7b8]

Hope you found peace whatever the result might be.

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

I know you mean well, but telling people to think about eternal hell in what could be their last moments is not helpful and might make them feel even more guilty/determined to die.

@ OP, how did it go after the vomiting?

Do they mean well??? I don't think I could do a goodbye post knowing that's the last thing I might read. Not because I believe in hell AT ALL or would change my mind AT ALL, but because my last moments could be spent being judged in a judgement free zone. It breaks my heart. It's been playing on my mind all day. I hope OP is OK either way

 

[sevennn]

rest easy