Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
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Thinks I'm weird, a loser, the whole 9 yards. What can I say? They're right. I am supposed to go to her sister's wedding in 2.5 weeks. Just for context, I absolutely loathe this woman. She scolds me for having a beer, or a cigarette, and the last time I was at her house, she said "what's your name again?" even though I've dated her sister for 6 years now. I feel like I can't get out of this wedding but I want to so badly. I am so tired of people thinking I'm a piece of shit. My self-esteem has just been in the toilet since the beginning of this relationship. We have a 12 year age gap (I'm older) so of course I'm always going to look like an underachieving dipshit. What can I do guys? I am so unhappy.