my friend left me

[jemetire]

she meant everything to me, she was my mental support but now she left me because she couldn't handle the fact that i am suicidal. i understand, but it hurts me so much. i have no one now, everyone hates me.

 

[evannave]

Some people just can't understand us. I feel for you.

 

[divinemistress87]

I'm sorry OP it hurts like hell when they leave

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

she meant everything to me, she was my mental support but now she left me because she couldn't handle the fact that i am suicidal. i understand, but it hurts me so much. i have no one now, everyone hates me.

I am so sorry for this loss of a friend(ship) that you valued and trusted. . I, too, have experienced this too. Not long ago, a friend told me that I shouldn't share my problems with het because she's not my therapist. In other words, she is only available for small talk about only happy things and to call the suicide hotline. And I agree, this is so devastating. This only reinforces the message and feeling that I'm a burden to others and that their lives will be much happier when I'm 'gone' PERMANENTLY. I'm sending you hugs.

 

[Aleko leonidze]

i feel you except my best friend ditched me over a girl. after 8 years suddenly he never had time to do anything with me anymore even though we used to hang out so often prior. i know that's just a normal part of life, but shit hurts man. it becomes difficult to trust people when even your closest people are able to simply abandon you over things like this. stay strong.

 

[jemetire]

I am so sorry for this loss of a friend(ship) that you valued and trusted. . I, too, have experienced this too. Not long ago, a friend told me that I shouldn't share my problems with het because she's not my therapist. In other words, she is only available for small talk about only happy things and to call the suicide hotline. And I agree, this is so devastating. This only reinforces the message and feeling that I'm a burden to others and that their lives will be much happier when I'm 'gone' PERMANENTLY. I'm sending you hugs.

I can 100% relate, I feel the exact same. She also said to me that I should contact the hotline and that I should talk about this to the people I "trust". Well she was the only person I trusted and now it's gone completely. Everyday I keep hating myself, because all the time I think it was my fault for ruining the MOST IMPORTANT friendship in my life. I feel like a horrible person. Btw thank you for your hugs I feel a bit better now, sending you hugs back

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

she meant everything to me, she was my mental support but now she left me because she couldn't handle the fact that i am suicidal. i understand, but it hurts me so much. i have no one now, everyone hates me.

Last time I spoke 1:1 to the man I love after telling him I felt that way, he told me;

"I feel annoyed, angry, constantly under stress, and not really able to field any of this, sadly."

He's not spoken 1:1 with me since. It's heartbreaking and I totally relate.

 

[jemetire]

i feel you except my best friend ditched me over a girl. after 8 years suddenly he never had time to do anything with me anymore even though we used to hang out so often prior. i know that's just a normal part of life, but shit hurts man. it becomes difficult to trust people when even your closest people are able to simply abandon you over things like this. stay strong.

Yeah it's unbelievable that even such strong friendships can break just like that. I am sorry your friend did you like that.

 

[grahf]

I'm sorry to hear about your situation, my friends left me too and it's hurt

 

[terra.nuvo]

I relate you. My best friend ended up leaving me a year ago now and I am still dealing with the pain of losing his friendship. Sending love your way

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

she meant everything to me, she was my mental support but now she left me because she couldn't handle the fact that i am suicidal. i understand, but it hurts me so much. i have no one now, everyone hates me.

I DON'T hate you. Hugs.