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leap_from_life

leap_from_life

Member
Apr 5, 2023
43
When I woke up today she texted me and said that she had a dream about me last night. I didn't say her anything about my plans and depressive episode, she didnt know about it for last months. She dreamt that I said to her that I won't kill myself but I'll be seriously harmed soon. Now I'm scared that was prophetic dream or something and I could fail & end with brain damage, ugh
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,814
I don't really think that dreams mean anything, but to me it does sound so horrific attempting to ctb and failing with damage, that is exactly what I fear and I hate how we exist in a world where those who want to die cannot just pass away in peace without risks.
 
Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
293
I'm quite certain that the dream is purely a coincidence and doesn't mean anything. But failing CTB is such a horrible thought so I get why you're so concerned. If you're that concerned then maybe you can change your method or postpone it? But I don't believe the dream is some sort of prophecy as I don't quite believe in such. Anyways, I wish you luck.
 
leap_from_life

leap_from_life

Member
Apr 5, 2023
43
thank you all, maybe it's just coincidence but I'll read about everything once again just in case, to be 100% sure
What's your method?
Prefer not to say but it's sadly not SN
 

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