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DeadInsideUnicorn

DeadInsideUnicorn

I'm my own worst enemy
Oct 24, 2025
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Hey DeadInsideUnicorn, nice to meet you too! While I was clearing off my computer, I went through all my liked songs in chronological order. It was really nostalgic to see the songs and the dates associated with them. For potentially my last monthly rotation I compiled some old and new songs and put them into a playlist: What is your favorite music you want to listen to these days?

Thank you for sharing! You have great music taste. Some of your favorite songs are my favorite too. I love music but these days I feel so terrible that I don't wanna listen any. It reminds me of people I loved and they didn't care about me, times when I felt love or happy but it feels like a lie now. I'm too hurt and for the first time of my life music can't heal me as it used to do. But in better times I love to listen many artist and P!nk is my most favorite ❤️ Her music helped me many times before.
 
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$yck

swaggot
Oct 23, 2025
56
Good Afternoon y'all,

That edible knocked me tf out lol. I'm finishing up my stuff to attempt tomorrow [packing my bag for the ward just in case, making sure my car is cleaned out, shit like that], I'll get back to the thread once I finish that stuff.

Thanks :]
 
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idiotmother

Specialist
Mar 21, 2025
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Good Afternoon y'all,

That edible knocked me tf out lol. I'm finishing up my stuff to attempt tomorrow [packing my bag for the ward just in case, making sure my car is cleaned out, shit like that], I'll get back to the thread once I finish that stuff.

Thanks :]
You seem like such a friendly, joyous and polite person. Very warm and inviting..wishing you the best 💜
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
129
Music!!! You have amazing taste in music, I love all genres as well, but I definitely need to check out more rock/alt rock/grunge. I really like Alice in Chains, and my favorite song by them is Heaven Beside You. Ichiko Aoba makes such beautiful music, it's very calming. I need to listen to more of her discography, but my current favorite song by her is Parfum d'étoiles. I wish I could go to more concerts, I went to my first concert in late May and it gave me a new appreciation for music and artists. The energy, The vocals, The crowd work, it's wonderful. Do you like Mannequin Pussy or Type O Negative? Idk exactly what sub genre they fall into, but they sound pretty good imo Also thank you in advance for putting me onto to some new music, that's always appreciated.

Food!!! Baking is fun as hell and a warm slice of apple pie sounds amazing right now holy shit

Instruments!!! If I could give you this old keyboard in my house, I would. I agree, hearing someone play piano is such a nice experience, especially in concert or an orchestral setting. Yeah, losing my dad was rough, it sucks but hey I might join him soon lol. From what I remember he was the most loving person I've ever had in my life to date. Drums/Drummers are so cool, I bet your uncle plays some cool shit. My mom used to play clarinet in highschool lol, I heard it takes a lot of breath work. Yeah, going to piano practice every Tuesday was the worst for 9-10 year old me. I love bass guitar in everything, but mainly funk. It really brings out the groove lmao. With both Clarinet and Bass, I think you'd be great at piano. I'm glad you've enjoyed it. it sucks that life is so shitty that we feel like we can't enjoy the great parts about it because the shitty parts are so overwhelming :/

Visual Art
I've always wanted to knit or crochet, to be able to make your own stuff is so cool. Studying art history sounds cool as fuck, excuse to hyper fixate or not, learning about Pre Hispanic Peru lace weaving sounds way cooler than doing equations for an hour lol. Stop motion films will always be special to me, especially when they show the behind the scenes. Thank you :] . An old friend of mine loves horror movies, he's studying film and said he wants to direct/make his own horror movie someday. Every good horror movie I've watched, is cause he made me watch it lmao

Sports
That's fair lol, people suck. Games, Practice and you attended school while doing all that? And dealing with a shitty coach? You stronger than me. It's great you had a close knit group of people that supported it each other tho, that sounds like the dream.

Thank you, and likewise! You were wonderful to learn about too, that brief art history lesson was so interesting it kinda makes me wanna research it now

Thank you again :]
[Also, my bad if my writings a lil off. The edible hit mid paragraph 😭]
I love Heaven Beside You!! Some more AIC favorites of mine are Rotten Apple, God Am, and Shame In You. I think my favorite Ichiko Aoba songs would be Parfum d'étoiles, Porcelain, Asleep Among Endives, bouquet, and meringue doll. Her music is very angelic! I'm sorry you couldn't go to more concerts :-( - I'm glad you've had an experience with them though! Small free/inexpensive shows can be so fun! Everyone really comes together to create an immersive and memorable experience. And yes, I listen to both of those bands!
it sucks that life is so shitty that we feel like we can't enjoy the great parts about it because the shitty parts are so overwhelming :/
Amen to that man -
Stop motion films will always be special to me, especially when they show the behind the scenes

I remember watching so much behind the scenes stuff about claymation in particular when I was little - I've always had an affinity for it as well.

- & you're so real for getting hit by that edible lol - I'll roll one up for ya!
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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I love you, and wish you peace in whatever you decide.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
275
Wishing you best of luck. Maybe we will all meet again one day in a better place than this world. How nice would that be. All of us members of the Sasu forum who ctb in the past and the ones who will ctb in the future, to have one big party in a place where no physical or psychological torment exists.
 
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