My feelings are always going to be forgotten, ignored, and invisible to regular people

[katara]

I can't even keep ONE friend. I was talking to this girl for over a year and she deleted her Twitter and discord, and I just went to check telegram because I haven't heard from her in weeks, and she deleted that too. So I have no way of talking to her. I just don't get it. This has happened to me multiple times. Usually people just delete 2 accounts, but this time it makes me upset because we talked for so long. I guess we never could have met because I'm a loser with no job, friends, or anything going for me. I just miss her because we never had any bad conversations. I thought she enjoyed talking with me, but maybe the problem is me. I don't have much to talk about and eventually I got a little boring probably. She had a gf and job. Normal things I guess I can't ever have. Maybe this is why people can't be friends with me.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When people delete all their social media presence that has imo other reasons. It's unlikely that your friend did that bc of you - they could've just ignored you. Obviously, they deleted their whole presence. You should not project that onto yourself.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Oh, is there something that pushes them to do that?

 

[katara]

When people delete all their social media presence that has imo other reasons. It's unlikely that your friend did that bc of you - they could've just ignored you. Obviously, they deleted their whole presence. You should not project that onto yourself.

I was thinking maybe it wasn't me, but the thing is, this has happened a few times before. It's weird this girl deleted 4 accounts. It's feels like she blocked any way I could speak to her. I barely ever used instagram, but she deleted that too

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I was thinking maybe it wasn't me, but the thing is, this has happened a few times before. It's weird this girl deleted 4 accounts. It's feels like she blocked any way I could speak to her. I barely ever used instagram, but she deleted that too

That's really weird, idk. Sometimes it feels like a curse that is on us and that makes life so much harder. Sometimes I feel cursed when so many things go wrong that it cannot be a coincidence anymore.