A
Autumn_Stars
Member
- Jun 9, 2024
- 17
Both my mother and my BF said that they would help me apply to Dignitas. My mother called Dignitas when I was in-patient to tell them I had been beaten and sexually assaulted. The hospital is being sued by Disability Rights NJ for being worse than a prison. She said she would help me get justice when I got out. I have severe cognitive deficits due to my autoimmune disease so when I got out of the hospital in April I begged them to help me get my medical records for Dignitas. I finally started the process myself and am now getting calls that I have done it incorrectly. I have lost everything. My career, my sanity, my friends, my salary, my term paper mill, my car, my house, my Alcor membership. I lose money every day. I am in extreme physical and mental pain. It is progressive and incurable. But I worry because of the mental health factor Dignitas will reject me. I have tried overdosing on Christmas Eve and laying outside in my underwear soaking wet in freezing temperatures all night long. Paratransit has it written in my file that I get confused easily. How can I expect to make the journey to Switzerland by myself? How is it that Canada and Switzerland can be so progressive and in this country I get locked up away from everything I love for my desire to be free of pain and hopelessness? Like a criminal. I used to type 80 wpm and now 20. No memory. Can't read any more. I used to say as long as I could enjoy a cup of coffee I would want to live. How wrong I was.