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citrix_s

citrix_s

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Sep 21, 2025
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Hello everyone, and sorry for my English. In January of this year, I tried CTB with SN. For the first 10 minutes, nothing happened, and I thought my SN was bad. But I started throwing up everything, and they found my goodbye note early, and I was in the hospital for 5 days recovering.

I'm planning a new CTB for this month. I'll try 20 lorazepam pills and SN. I hope to have a successful outcome.

I'll probably schedule the goodbye notes to be sent 1 day after the CTB this time so they can't ruin my attempt again.
 
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hell toupee

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Sep 9, 2024
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Your English is fine - no need to apologize.

I'm sorry you are going through this.

You seem to already have a plan, so I won't interrupt, and only wish you peace in whatever you do.
 
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Traveller12724

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May 14, 2024
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Hello everyone, and sorry for my English. In January of this year, I tried CTB with SN. For the first 10 minutes, nothing happened, and I thought my SN was bad. But I started throwing up everything, and they found my goodbye note early, and I was in the hospital for 5 days recovering.

I'm planning a new CTB for this month. I'll try 20 lorazepam pills and SN. I hope to have a successful outcome.

I'll probably schedule the goodbye notes to be sent 1 day after the CTB this time so they can't ruin my attempt again.
Did you use any nausea meds at all ? I am sorry to hear about everything, I can only wish you peace in whatever you want for yourself.
 
citrix_s

citrix_s

Member
Sep 21, 2025
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Did you use any nausea meds at all ? I am sorry to hear about everything, I can only wish you peace in whatever you want for yourself.
I didn't use any anti-nausea medication. That was another mistake of mine. I'll try to get some anti-nausea medication this time.
 

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