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gooblet

gooblet

nocturne op. 9 no. 2
Apr 13, 2025
24
i tried partial hanging today more as SH than to ctb but my eyes felt like they were about to explode which, from what i gather, happens often. But this time I am now seeing a lot more blurry (i should mention that i need glasses because my right eye is bad but this time both eyes were blurry) I had this when i did full suspension a year ago and my eyes haven't been the same since. Does anybody know why this is?
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
170
You were trying to suffocate yourself !!! Give your body time to recover
 
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wiggy

Experienced
Jan 6, 2025
229
You have to find some medical assistance. Say that you got your neck caught in a seatbelt or a climbing rope if you need a plausible story.
 
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gooblet

gooblet

nocturne op. 9 no. 2
Apr 13, 2025
24
You have to find some medical assistance. Say that you got your neck caught in a seatbelt or a climbing rope if you need a plausible story.
no it's fine i'll be gone soon anyway
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Student
Apr 21, 2025
104
This is why I choose methods that are least harmful to the body. Directive 4 I call it.
 
3ngel

3ngel

princess
Nov 26, 2024
57
I haven't noticed anything else wrong though like memory loss and i have only done it twice
the lack of the oxygen to the brain during the hanging can injure the back of your brain or the optic nerves, leading to blurred or patchy vision, color-vision loss or even blind spots ^_^
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Interocular pressure. Your eyeballs are not meant to be squeezed like what happens when fluids back up in your head during strangulation. The pressure gets too high, you can rupture tissues, peel off your retinas, do some real damage.
 
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razor543

razor543

quetiapine muncher
Dec 23, 2024
2
I tried partial hanging in the beginning of febuary and ended up bursting the blood vessels in my eyes. I then started to notice my eyesight slowly getting worse and everything in the distance becoming blurrier when previously I was able to see long distance. I ended up needing glasses but im not sure if it was due to the attempted hanging or the medication im on as one of the side effects is blurry vision.
 
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gooblet

gooblet

nocturne op. 9 no. 2
Apr 13, 2025
24
Do you think the doctor-specsaver person thingy will notice or know i've been hanging myself in the yearly checkup because i'm going with my dad to get him new glasses and i don't want't the dude to say anything abt hangning
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Student
Apr 21, 2025
104
What are they?
Opiate is my number one. I have used that before. I have no access to that currently. SN is what I think about now. There is a process to get that also however. It has to be done quietly, or I could wind up with people watching me again.
 
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intothec

Member
Apr 7, 2025
62
I wonder if your being watched is the same as what I have.
No access to opiates either else I'd go there.
I considered an ungodly amount of coke as easy access there
Sn has become a worrry since I got a visit and delivery stopped
 
razor543

razor543

quetiapine muncher
Dec 23, 2024
2
Do you think the doctor-specsaver person thingy will notice or know i've been hanging myself in the yearly checkup because i'm going with my dad to get him new glasses and i don't want't the dude to say anything abt hangning
I went to specsavers for a eye test on the 31st March and I tried partial hanging in early febuary and burst the blood vessels in my eyes. When she was asking the basic questions she asked if I had any eye injurys or damage. I didnt mention the hanging and said no. I don't think they're able to tell if you've been hanging yourself unless you tell them yourself.
 
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rs929

Mage
Dec 18, 2020
520
I was sure I damaged my audition because of partial hanging. A neurologist said that it wasn't the partial hanging. But who knows. Were you unconscious?
 
gooblet

gooblet

nocturne op. 9 no. 2
Apr 13, 2025
24
I was sure I damaged my audition because of partial hanging. A neurologist said that it wasn't the partial hanging. But who knows. Were you unconscious?
I was unconscious for a bit but i hung myself next to the bed and had slumped against it so It stopped suffocating me
I came here for motivation, not this shit 😳
then you're on the wrong post buddy
 
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