My death by starvation updates

[qwerty1969]

Day 2
Nausea, slight headache. No food or fluids for approx 30 hours.

 

[HopelessAngel]

That's a really tough way to go, friend. I wish you the best of luck.

Are you planing full on VSED or just food restriction? I've considered food restriction myself but gave in after about 5 days. The nausea/headache had passed by that point but the hunger was just constantly on my mind more than anything else, even my suicidal thoughts.

 

[qwerty1969]

No food is easy. No fluids is difficult. I also suffer from nightmares so I have to deal with this complication. I am determined to go as hard as I can due to all my psych/health problems.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such an unbearable and difficult method to go through with, but I do hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for. Best wishes.

 

[HopelessAngel]

No food is easy. No fluids is difficult. I also suffer from nightmares so I have to deal with this complication. I am determined to go as hard as I can due to all my psych/health problems.

Yeah no fluids I'd imagine is much worse, I've never done that myself. I don't think I could. I'm sorry you're going through that. It's hard enough to sleep while restricting, adding nightmares on top of that is rough. I hope things work out for you, qwerty.

 

[qwerty1969]

The panic attacks are rough too.

 

[crowbait]

i'm sorry. former anorexic, starvation is excruciating, i only got through it with water and melatonin-induced long naps... cannot imagine your pain. i wish things had not led to this and that life had been kind to you, but i hope for you to feel peace.

 

[qwerty1969]

Day 2.5
No food no fluid horrifying dreams splitting headache

 

[Defenestration]

Please stop its a torture for you

 

[downndone2]

Sounds really awful. I definitely couldn't go without fluids for long. I can only say, i would choose a different method.

 

[AllMyDreams]

I respect your decision, but if you are intent on this, I would advise considering other methods... some that are easily accessible on this site seem a lot quicker and more painless. Please, it hurts to read this.

 

[bolt]

This is sooooo tough. I read it somewhere here somewhat wrote that those basic instincts really kick in, like " if you can walk, you will find food"....

 

[System28]

takes a really long time to die from that, around 14 days in average, i already did a 4 days no water no food one time, headtaches weakness imsonia was tolerable but the thirst is unbearable so i stopped

 

[dyn00ss]

I don't know if I could do that, but good luck to you, I hope you can find peace if that's what you want :)

 

[suprswag]

I suggest another method, one that possibly wont take so long, but if your dead square set and sure you want to commit to this method, I respect your decision.
Hoping all goes well for you.

 

[Source Energy]

Let me preclude by saying I am as suicidal as it gets, and I want out badly. Now, please discontinue this method asap. I tried it myself and had to stop on day 3. Do not do this to your already battered body. It will be extremely hard to go through, and leave you organ damaged if you do not complete it.
Get nourishment, and order SN like almost everybody here. It will be over in 30 mins, not 30 days, with minimal discomfort.
Please listen to me. I don't know you, but this made me very sad.

Edit: may I ask why have you chosen this method? Is SN not shipped where you live?
Can you not afford it? If so, pm me maybe I can help. No one should suffer so much.

 

[neemva]

Day 2
Nausea, slight headache. No food or fluids for approx 30 hours.

You got a tough way ahead, I really wish you luck

 

[qwerty1969]

The devil is attacking me

 

[stoopid]

You're hardcore, I was 2 hours without food and I'm a bitch rn.

The devil is attacking me

Stab him still wish you good luck

 

[qwerty1969]

I am not crazy guys I am having nightmares

 

[AngryDog]

Man, I don't know why you're doing this, but please stop. It's not worth it.

 

[WaitingToGo]

I am not crazy guys I am having nightmares

Please stop. This is torture for me let alone you. Please use a different method if you need to ctb

 

[LocalAngel]

Good luck, and rest well if you can.

 

[downndone2]

It's just going to get worse. I hope you reconsider. When I do it, I've gotta choose something real quick

 

[beyondgone]

This is an extremely hard way to go, good luck I wish you peace

 

[MentalStefan]

Death by starvation and/or dehydratation is gonna be a very, very slow and unimaginably painful way to go. I think it will be far worse than any nightmare. Hunger & thirst will probably literally make you crazy. Are you VERY sure you want to ctb via this method? There are much less brutal and painful methods to go... I hope you know what you are doing. I wish you good luck and eternal rest.

 

[letsmakeitagoodworl]

takes a really long time to die from that, around 14 days in average, i already did a 4 days no water no food one time, headtaches weakness imsonia was tolerable but the thirst is unbearable so i stopped

I have done no food or fluid for 7 days and the fluid was unbearable (not for suicide reasons), I became mildly dilerious at night by day 7 but I suspect I could have survived another max of maybe 5 days. I continued on with no food for a total of 42 days before I went to hosp cuse the torture was to much.

Death by starvation and/or dehydratation is gonna be a very, very slow and unimaginably painful way to go. I think it will be far worse than any nightmare. Hunger & thirst will probably literally make you crazy. Are you VERY sure you want to ctb via this method? There are much less brutal and painful methods to go... I hope you know what you are doing. I wish you good luck and eternal rest.

Interestingly hunger fades for most after several days with fasting. Fluid doesn't tho. But coming from someone who had severe anorexia yearssss ago and ended up having heart failure 3x, sepsis from a bedsore because I literally couldn't turn my body or really move due to muscle wastage and then delirium for a month a can def attest to it being an awful way out

 

[nance]

Not sleeping would be easier than this. Longest anyone gone without sleep is 21 days, if you can manage for more you may die

 

[Dolphin55]

Please sweet friend, find an easier way to go. I imagine you live alone if you're able to go this long without raising suspicion, which means you have plenty of options. There are so many methods posted here, many are relatively quick and not too painful. You don't deserve to suffer

 

[RichardFirst]

I think that you need to find an easier method. Life is painful; death should be a release and not an endurance.