My CTB plan - VSED

[BasilThePlant]

To start, I have decided on this, no one can convince me otherwise. I am still living with parents for at least another year, so I would rather not just abandon them, or make them see my body, knowing it was a suicide. I would rather them not know I have been feeling this way for a while. Starting when I start school which will let me skip breakfast and lunch and occasionally dinner, I should be able to pretend to eat every day, or just give my friends my meals in the event of staying after school. This starts August 26th, and I will be documenting week by week how I feel.
Rules are as follows (to remind myself) ~ no food AT ALL. only drink allowed is water, if I absolutely need something to prepare for a test, energy drinks or caffeinated drinks are allowed (below 10 cals, and only occaisonally). adopt a baggier clothing style to hide weight loss. romanticize my life (aka studying with music and blankets). enjoy life while I have it. and thats about it!
wish me luck. hopefully this only takes ~2 months. will update.

(im also debating on writing a letter to parents to find after my death- thoughts?)

 

[stoiccactus]

Damn this is like suicide on hard mode. I do have to wonder, if like some kind of ascetic monk if you will find meaning at some point along the way. Godspeed.

 

[BasilThePlant]

Damn this is like suicide on hard mode. I do have to wonder, if like some kind of ascetic monk if you will find meaning at some point along the way. Godspeed.

Ty. I am also religious, so I hope to find my purpose with God along the way and spread His word.

 

[VeryShy]

I'm sorry that things are like that for you. I hope that you'll find eternal peace even thru this very difficult method.

 

[sugarb]

That's not going to work, but I wish you well regardless

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find what you search for.