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meowzers3276

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hi guys, i just contacted my dealer, he has pressed pills, i only have enough money for 3 but he was telling me to be very cautious etc. i have a couple xanax but nothing else, i could acquire alcohol if needed, what would be the chance i could stop breathing and die. or aspirate on my vomit if i lie flat on my back? im so desperate for a way out
 
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PLEASE DO NOT try and/or even think about it, PLEASE!

I have been on hydromorphone for a nasty car crash for over 10 years, and if I could I would quit them in a heartbeat.

Overdosing rarely works and you could still be here AND with brain and/or organ damage.

PLEASE put the thoughts out of your head, as you are too caring and loving of a person to endure that type of hell.

Hugs to you my good friend.

Walter
 
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PLEASE DO NOT try and/or even think about it, PLEASE!

I have been on hydromorphone for a nasty car crash for over 10 years, and if I could I would quit them in a heartbeat.

Overdosing rarely works and you could still be here AND with brain and/or organ damage.

PLEASE put the thoughts out of your head, as you are too caring and loving of a person to endure that type of hell.

Hugs to you my good friend.

Walter
thank you for your feedback, i told my friend i was purchasing f*ntanyl and she told me i would die, so i suppose i got ahead of myself. i dont know what to do with what i just bought
 
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thank you for your feedback, i told my friend i was purchasing f*ntanyl and she told me i would die, so i suppose i got ahead of myself. i dont know what to do with what i just bought
Personally, flush it down the toilet.

I had Fentanyl in the hospital after the car crash and I remember talking with one of the doctors about Fentanyl and it is so extremely potent because unlike almost most chemical, read meds, that have to pass through the blood brain barrier that surround a person's brain, Fentanyl shoots straight through. That is one reason that it is so deadly.

Let me be clear about this, I am NOT pro-life nor pro-ctb, I am pro-choice, it is just that at the age of 70 and having gone through so much hell in my life, I do NOT want anyone, much less a good friend like you, to do something that might haunt you for decades, please flush it away, please.

Like I have said so many times on here, I have seen folks in the hospital or hospice with yellow eyes, and skin hopped up on lots of pain killers and waiting to die in horrible pain from damaged organs.

I will NEVER EVER wish or want ANYONE, especially you to do something that you might have to live with.

Walter
 
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