My bus has arrived: it is actually a boat

[Lucilius]

The plan is to puncture the boat and just float at sea for one hour or so on a life saver or floating cuffs until hypothermia puts an end to my misery (I have extremely low body fat, so it is going to be fast). I might also take alcohol or anti anxiety medication of some sort to make the process more pleasant. I have maybe one or two years to work my ass off to try to produce something with a modicum of worth for a change and then off we go. Or any time I want.
How ironic that there is a happy family on the box, like the one I will never have.

 

[アホペンギン]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you have a smooth transition once you decide to board the bus. Good luck :)

 

[venua]

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It is actually a boat! The plan is to puncture the boat and just float at sea for one hour or so on a life saver or floating cuffs until hypothermia puts an end to my misery (I have extremely low body fat, so it is going to be fast). I might also take alcohol or anti anxiety medication of some sort to make the process more pleasant. I have maybe one or two years to work my ass off to try to produce something with a modicum of worth for a change and then off we go. Or any time I want.
How ironic that there is a happy family on the box, like the one I will never have.

Good luck, stranger. Wishing you well.

 

[LonelyKitten]

That's an interesting plan.
Partial to seabound methods myself.
You found someplace you can drift far enough out into sea without interference?

I wish you the best of luck, with both sides of your plans.
Might as well give things a shot if you got your method ready to go anytime.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan. May you find peace & freedom. Safe travels and good luck!

 

[Lucilius]

That's an interesting plan.
Partial to seabound methods myself.
You found someplace you can drift far enough out into sea without interference?

I wish you the best of luck, with both sides of your plans.
Might as well give things a shot if you got your method ready to go anytime.

Not yet, but there must be. I would be setting off in the middle of the night, of course.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[Anon7b8]

I wish you the best of luck on your voyage stranger. Your method somewhat terrified me more than jumping off a building.

 

[dialogos]

Just make sure there aren't any sharks, crocs etc that can harm you before you CTB. Even seagulls can be a nuisance. I'm sorry this world wasn't good to you.

 

[Darocba]

Powodzenia

 

[tpboy]

it may work but the ride will be bumpy.

 

[Already Gone6]

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How ironic that there is a happy family on the box, like the one I will never have.

My thoughts exactly. They always try and sell us this happy image, just never is the reality for us.
The sea sounds like a peaceful place to go though.

 

[AshClouds]

the inflatable boat might still have parts that float, and you might instinctively hold on them to stay above water. Personally I thought about the possibility of sailing out 100 miles off shore, CTBing and trapping my body in a sinking vessel. A few miles under sea would implode everything and being at the bottom of the ocean would make it impossible to find me. Unfortunately I would need a more than a simple raft to sail that far, and sink my body.

 

[homuraa]

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The plan is to puncture the boat and just float at sea for one hour or so on a life saver or floating cuffs until hypothermia puts an end to my misery (I have extremely low body fat, so it is going to be fast). I might also take alcohol or anti anxiety medication of some sort to make the process more pleasant. I have maybe one or two years to work my ass off to try to produce something with a modicum of worth for a change and then off we go. Or any time I want.
How ironic that there is a happy family on the box, like the one I will never have.

good luck