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former human being
Oct 3, 2023
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I don't know what to do this feels like some sick joke that's being played on me it's been 3 weeks and it still doesn't feel real

I'm so profoundly sad and empty I don't know what to do anymore. I feel disgusting and small and unimportant. 9 years of my life were wasted. I thought he was the one

I don't even know why I'm putting this here I guess I just needed a space to vent. I've never been this low in my life. I wish I had access to a gun because it feels like my heart is physically splitting open and I don't want to bear this knowledge for the rest of my life
 
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DokuroChan

DokuroChan

Member
Oct 11, 2024
44
I don't know what to do this feels like some sick joke that's being played on me it's been 3 weeks and it still doesn't feel real

I'm so profoundly sad and empty I don't know what to do anymore. I feel disgusting and small and unimportant. 9 years of my life were wasted. I thought he was the one

I don't even know why I'm putting this here I guess I just needed a space to vent. I've never been this low in my life. I wish I had access to a gun because it feels like my heart is physically splitting open and I don't want to bear this knowledge for the rest of my life
I'm so incredibly sorry this happened to you, nobody deserves to go through this. He showed his true colours in a later stage. I really hope you recover fast as this is so fucking painful. I promise you it will 100% get better as you will realize he wasn't worth it, 9 years of your life is quite a long time but I promise as soon as you realize that you aren't in the wrong and come to terms with what happened it will all get better.


Sending lots of love to you <3
 
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Wonhun

Student
Nov 5, 2024
198
I hate normies put their finger to say you are bad because you do not let go all those bullshit. Anyway they always justify the badies. The only problem is you are not powerful enough to outperform every other single human in this world and make them not able to leave you. Everybody will cheat if they encounter a superior being than you and this is the law of the universe. Only the strongest have the right to survive and others weakling must die in front of them as they have no way to justify why they should not suicide right now.
 

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