sometimes, quite often, when i remember that one day all my suffering will be gone,
it feels like christmas in my mind.
imagine if this fucking world shit was forever!
i remember all the way back like 15 years ago, i had my first (what could be considered) suicidal thought.
at that time, i didn't really consider it a suicidal thought.
but i had had a shit day as usual, and i was telling myself "i can't do another fucking 50 years of this shit".
if you heard someone say that line, do you think that someone hearing that would think "this person is suicidal"?
i mean if a non suicidal person heard someone say that.
bc it could also just mean "i can't do another 50 years of this, so i gotta fix my life".
not necessarily suicide.
it feels like christmas in my mind.
imagine if this fucking world shit was forever!
i remember all the way back like 15 years ago, i had my first (what could be considered) suicidal thought.
at that time, i didn't really consider it a suicidal thought.
but i had had a shit day as usual, and i was telling myself "i can't do another fucking 50 years of this shit".
if you heard someone say that line, do you think that someone hearing that would think "this person is suicidal"?
i mean if a non suicidal person heard someone say that.
bc it could also just mean "i can't do another 50 years of this, so i gotta fix my life".
not necessarily suicide.
