My best friends say I am too talkative concerning my suffering

[LoneMisery]

For as vivid and serious i am the very few friends i have wont take it. They become sad and helpless. They dont kno what to do and freeze up. So i understand and i choose not to talk about it to them anymore. Thats why coming here helps alot but it also keeps the feelings fresh. But with no other way to express how we feel its the best i can do. I dont get told im wrong nor told to change my views. Which is great but it also keeps up these bad feelings i have towards myself