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belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

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Jan 10, 2025
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Anyone discover some music that has inspired you to finally go through with things?

For me, it's YonKaGor. They make music dealing with personal traumas, and have multiple songs about suicide.

"I shall now accept the fact that I'm a failure (you're a failure)
'cause I'm so afraid the future might be scarier (it is scarier)"
 
KirbyLover

KirbyLover

Professional Procrastinator
Apr 14, 2025
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For me it was "Life worth Missing" by Car Seat Headrest, and honestly any of their songs just feel so disturbingly comforting. Oh and "King's Crossing" by Elliot Smith, I feel like this song is more directly related to suicide and death than the other one, either way I find both songs are quite emotional and relatable - at least from my point of view :ahhha:.
Stay safe and best wishes <3
 
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other-ghost

other-ghost

i tell my truth,
Apr 5, 2025
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Mili's music resonates with me deeply, especially their exploration of darker themes. It helped me through a lot of hard times, always being there with me, keeping me grounded.

Their song like "DK" captures that ache of invisibility, "I'm rotting inside my shelf, left behind—left to decay" and questions like "Will you miss me if I take a leap?". Implied, but clear enough.

But my fav lines from them is "So many resources keep me alive, yet i dont even step outside. So many resources keep me alive, yet i don't even bother to survive.", from their song called "Vitamins"

I have lots of other songs from them that really inspire me to go through with things, but it'll be a long list. Their songs are unsettling, but that's why they comfort me.
 
Apokryphiel

Apokryphiel

I could float here forever
Mar 23, 2025
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I think there's a lot of music I like that could fit what you're saying, but this one is pretty special to me - I really resonate with it.
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
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For me it was "Life worth Missing" by Car Seat Headrest, and honestly any of their songs just feel so disturbingly comforting. Oh and "King's Crossing" by Elliot Smith, I feel like this song is more directly related to suicide and death than the other one, either way I find both songs are quite emotional and relatable - at least from my point of view :ahhha:.
Stay safe and best wishes <3
I was also going to mention CSH, I think half their catalog fits the bill :P

I'll throw in Black Country New Road, maybe Science Fair as my top choice. Their stuff, especially from the first album, is just so dark and frenetic even if it's not about death. No surprise at all to time that the original lead singer had serious mental health issues.
 
belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

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Jan 10, 2025
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For those interested, here are 2 pieces from Yon that I think capture things perfectly.


 

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