It's kind of funny, but I really love this song, even though I've never been much of a Call of Duty player. A friend of mine who loved the games first introduced me to some of the songs from the zombie portions of the games and I thought they all sounded awesome, but this one, for some reason sounded so fucked up that it almost gave me chills and I fell in love with it immediately. Back then, I barely thought about suicide at all, maybe once in a great while, but after having felt this way non-stop for the last 2 years, it gave me a new reason to appreciate it. I guess that is why I am posting this.