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Gsvko

Mea culpa.
Dec 14, 2021
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I used to be unable to trust, but still had a spark of life in me. Once I got to trust and let my guard down, I was terribly hurt and it felt like a hand smothered my little ember. I can blow on it all I want, it's not igniting. My cbt doesn't even feel like a cbt, feels like murder. It feels like I used to have a child whom I loved dearly, but it's dead now, I just have to bury it.
It pains me how useless this song is to make me second guess myself. Reminds me of how I used to be. It would totally be a song I'd listen to to make me power through, get me on path of recovery. I would agree with it. So far gone from that.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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RIP Fabio Fritelli aka Mo-Do who committed suicide many years ago for unknown reasons. His catchy songs made many people dance and smile, but most importantly, learn German words!!! He was the first person that taught me to count in German.



Let's go dancing, let's go dancing, yes, yes
Let's go dancing, let's go dancing, yes, yes

Let's go on, let's go dancing, yes, yes
Let's go on, let's go dancing, yes, yes

Let's go dancing, let's go dancing, yes, yes
Let's go dancing, let's go dancing, yes, yes

Let's go on, let's go dancing, yes, yes
Let's go on, let's go dancing, yes, yes

Left side, right side and together, go on, go on
Let's go dancing, let's go on, everyone jump up, up
Quiet, quiet is the music, many fantasies come
Speak it out, what's up? Go on, go on, make a dart for it

Dance with me tonight, ohehooo, ohehooo
Dance with me tonight,
If you are my flight, if you are my dream

Let's go dancing, the music, ideal, ideal, fantasies
Zero two, zero two, zero two, four
Will you go dancing with me only?
The music gets hotter, hotter

Fevers, oh yes, let's go on
Everybody dancing, everybody screaming, everybody jumping
Instantly




One, two, police
three, four, grenadier
five, six, old witch
seven, eight good night

Yes, Yes, Yes, what's going on, what is that?
Yes, Yes, Yes, what's going on, what is that?
Yes, Yes, Yes, what's going on, what is that?
Yes, Yes, Yes, what's going on, what is that?





Ooooh, baby
Let's dance, I'm already here
Ooooh, darling
Come out, I am with you

Ooooh, baby
Your body close to me
Oh my girl
That is my dear tango

Do you see the bright mouth
Crossing in the darker street
This is an exciting night
Your shadows lovely and bright

Heaps of people at the celebration
Everyone's dancing on the bad
They are looking on your skin
I don't care about this thing

Ooooh, baby
Let's dance, I'm already here
Ooooh, darling
Come out, I am with you

Ooooh, baby
Your body close to me
Oh my girl
That is my dear tango

All the children at the celebration
I said that they want to go
Good advice comes over night
And likes to watch the cinema

So, we stay alone now
This magic moment
Do you want to dance with me
I just want to feel only you

Ooooh, baby
Ooooh, darling

Ooooh, baby
Your body close to me
Oh my girl
That is my dear tango

Oooh, baby
Ooooh, my girl

Ooooh, baby
Let's dance, I'm already here
Ooooh, darling
Come out, I am with you

Ooooh, baby
Your body close to me
Oh my girl
That is my dear tango

Ooooh, baby
Ooooh, darling



(Man, he even taught me of the verb ''To Be''!)

Good, good, super good! (3x)
Everything is super good!
Good, good, super good! (3x)
Everything is super good!
Good, good, super good! (3x)
Everything is super good!
Good, good, super good! (3x)
Everything is super good! GOOD!

I am super
You are super
We are super, super good
I am super
You are super
We are super, super good

Bom, bom bom if you love me
Ho, o, o
I want you to love me
Ho, o, o
Bom, bom bom if you love me
Ho, o, o
I want you to love me
Ho, o, o
Bom, bom bom if you love me
Ho, o, o
I want you to love me
Ho, o, o
Bom, bom bom if you love me
Ho, o, o
I want you to love me
Ho, o, o
 
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DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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Not sure if I posted this song before, but it has great emotional depth and I dedicate it to all the souls who have died alone, with only their nightmarish thoughts as company.

 
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rationaldeath

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Dec 10, 2021
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The lyrics to this are pretty cool, it's basically a list of a bunch of different poisons
 
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settheory

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Bundle of perceptions
Jul 29, 2021
457
Hella - Biblical Violence
 
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LeapOfFaith

LeapOfFaith

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Jul 16, 2020
80
I love both songs equally. This guy creates some real heartfelt lyrics..underrated as fk. Relatable stuff. Give him a try :heart: (Nothing, Nowhere)


Edit: Added some other music I love to listen to.
I hope some of this music can help you process your thoughts and sorrows. They have helped me :hug:

Nothing,nowhere - Rejecter


Nothing,nowhere - Reminiscer


Cigarettes After Sex - No One is Gonna Hurt You


William Fitszimmons - I don't feel it anymore


William Fitszimmons - If you would come back home


Kodaline - High Hopes


DCFC - I Will Follow You Into The Dark
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
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From the corner of the block

straight from the corner of the block
straight from the corner of the block
Parazitii...

2007 2008..
frakadadisk.. ( these 3 are the names of the singers)
cheloo..
Ombladon..
I transmit with pleasure smelling like beer
With strength from the same corner of the block
From sometime..where
It doesn't matter if it's money or not
Where the sound of beer bottle lids
can be heard...you know
Years go by I don't care
I fill , I empty my glass
Anyway woman love me
Like they love Margineanu' (this is someone known in Romania)
Every glass suits me well
I am sober even when I am drunk
You when you are drunk, you are still drunk
I gather clean toughts
sitting in dirt on boxes
Here our hospital are more dirty
Than the streets are at others
in an undeveloped system like inquisition
we treat the police without respect
We like spending nights out, and we like night-girls
We like sunny days , and banks
I lay on my back, and surrender to drugs
and i dedicate this ballade from the corner of the streeth

chorus

20 tones of beer
20 kg of has (drug)
20 reasons not to leave them
20 friends
and 20 times more money
20 , 20 years old woman

X2

20 broken bottles
20 slaps given
20 f***ed and abandoned b****s
At night we celebrate 20 houses [emptied] brother
we dont cry false, with unclean tears
Smoking a marijuana con (with) santana - spanish
we smoke with the priest and we take him...(sorry couldn't translate)
[I'd say ''we take his cassock into our dick]
we dont believe in satan
when will touch Nirvana
If we get a punch in the face
We dont scream after mom
At the block it ain't like on Tv
We don't have time for soap-operas
We give them part in part with the wine with empty hands
You are sorrounded by ugly girls that want you
You'r d**k is too small to f**k
So rub yourself to the carpet
The grass grows indoor
we have a lot of greenstuff in the bedroom
we are not nationalists
we don't give 2 lei's on the flag (2 lei , meaning not much..nothing ) )
we give our bread money on beer
You got ideas ?
Kids grow by themselfs
cause we don't live for them
When the glass is filled, we drink it `till the bottom
and we brake it
We drag one more smoke so we make it and we want
just one word from all this to get on FM
We don't have a safety net in which to fall.....
 
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Five Finger Death Punch-Blue On Black :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Night falls and I'm alone
Skin, yeah, chilled me to the bone
You turned and you ran, oh yeah
Oh oh, slipped right from my hand
Yeah
Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
A dead man's touch
Whisper on a scream
Never change a thing
Doesn't bring you back
It's like blue on black
Blind, oh, but now I see
Truth, lies and in between
Wrong can't be undone, oh no
Well it slipped from the tip of your tongue
Yeah
Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
A dead man's touch
Whisper on a scream
Never change a thing
Doesn't bring you back
It's blue on black
Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
A dead man's touch
Whisper on a scream
Never change a thing
Doesn't bring you back
It's blue on black
Yeah, blue on black
Yeah, it's blue on black
Yeah, blue on black
 
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A wise man can always be found alone.
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antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
i just have these on repeat all of today.

 
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Dec 7, 2018
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Pinky Floyd - The Wall
 
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Timmy T-One More Try :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






 
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